Aside from the grammar nazis..

Salaam Alaik

Suddenly it occurs to me that being here my pronunciation of English going to differ slightly.. urm, maybe not slightly but does it really matters if you pronounce it differently? I mean, we have British English, American English, Australian English etc. So how are we supposed to know which is right and which is wrong? Some people really make it such a big deal. Well, I was. But a friend told me, it does not matter. If you pronounce it wrongly or differently, just act like it is correct and just pretend that you are from another part of the world who uses another type of English. Haha. But I guess it's true. The most important thing is that you are confident yourself in what you are doing.

It does not mean that if someone tries to correct you, you brush them off completely. My sisters LOVE to correct my pronunciation. No, actually, we sisters love to correct each other. Now, lagilah. I am using Indian English ( if there's any ). Another is Australian English. And yet another is proudly saying she is using British English. Yeah, whatever. I will teach you guys the Indian way anyhow. Heh. I like to be corrected. Yeah, it is embarassing sometimes if like when you said it and someone will intervene and correct you outloud. At times, when someone pronounces wrongly or I thought they say it wrongly, I tend to shut my mouth and say nothing about it. Because, I am not comfortable in correcting other people. Unless, they ask me. My level of English is not that great after all.

It is just like how I found out just now that there are two ways of pronouncing dissect. One is the usual dai-sekt and the other one is dis-sekt. See, we thought we are always right but somehow we are not. We have so much to learn and that is why I have to go now because tomorrow I have Physiology tutorial again and I do not know why that particular teacher loves to pick me saying I am Malaysian and I should have open my mouth to answer the question and Hello, there is another Malaysian who is also sitting there and not opening his mouth. Sheesh.

Okie dokie. Tahta~

8 days to go! Wuhuu!

Ada Santa India. Tadi baru nampak kat KD Road. Hohohoho.

Salaam Alaik

Should I start the countdown now? Gaaaaah.. It is so stressing to find no one is here. Practically, I am the only girl still stuck in this middle of somewhere waiting for my time to be back in Malaysia. There are actually two other girls also but one is going out somewhere visiting friends in other part of India in which she will be coming back I do not know when and another one is having her boyfriend to spend her time with from what I heard for quite a long time.

But a good thing being alone is you can do whatever you want. No one can tell you what to do. No need to care the other party's feeling. No reason to chicken out of doing a thing you want to do at the first place. Either you do it or you lose it. Having two rooms for yourself is pretty much cool too. Heh. Right now I am a lone ranger. I do stuff on my own. I go to places I want to go on my own but being me, one very lazy minah, I usually tuck myself in home.

But I do not like to be alone. That is so not me. Sometimes. But there are times I love to be left alone too. It depends I think. Entahlah. I am confused myself.

Anyway, the point is,

1) cepatlah 7 Jan.

2) cepatlah 7 Jan

3) cepatlah 7 Jan

4) cepatlah 7 Jan

song cue: Alone by the BeeGees. LOL. I am sad, aren't I?

p/s: Ayuuuuu, jom skype lagi. buat 3 jam la pasni. heheheheh.

Penat secara psikologi.

Salaam Alaik

Bila masa mahu mengutuk, secara auto aku akan tukar gear jadi Bahasa Melayu. Heh. About approximately 48 hours ago, I attended a class party organised by who else if not my classmates. My Indian classmates. I was reluctant to go at first. Like really really really really really ok enough to show my very small enthusiasm to attend the "Class Party". Boy, how wrong I was.

Mula-mula, nak pakai jeans and shirt sahaja. Ye, bersama tudung. Walaupun ada request untuk membuka tudung, tapi hek korang aku nak bukak tudung sebab jamuan korang yang dalam hutan tu. Tapi tiba-tiba mendapat hidayah dari Ilahi. "wahai Nurnawwar, pakailah kamu baju kurung. Mudah untuk kamu bersolat nanti." tipu. sebenarnya akak suggested me to wear baju kurung showing the Malaysian side of us. Haha. My oh my. How right she was.

Seriously, I felt like I was a green alien from outer space who came in peace and just wanted this to finish early and get back to home and berjoyah like mad. sebab I was the only with baju kurung. Cool kan? Tapi, kelakar weh. Sebaju-baju kurung aku pun, mana ada aku nak buang tebiat pakai blazer dengan tie memalam buta dalam hutan? Pakai baju kemeja yang berkilat dengan seluar putih sambil pegang kot di tangan? Sangkut spek mata hitam kat leher walaupun majelis waktu malam. Dari kampung manakah kamu wahai rakan sekelas? Dari mana?! ok maybe takde orang pakai baju kurung dalam hutan tapi pehliz lah. Aku ingat perempuan yang sibuk berlawa-lawaan dan lelaki sempoi je. tapi sangkaan kita memang selalu meleset. Kat sini, seperti apa yang selalu semua orang cakap, expect the unexpected.

10 minit pertama, hanya mampu melopong. 10 minit berikut sampai penghujung malam, bergosip sesama kitorang. tengok nombor ini dan ini. dia pakai ini dan ini. sangat tak percaya. bukan nombor ini dan ini sangat geek ke dalam kelas dengan spek tebal. kenapa perlu perempuan itu jalan ikut beat? perlu ke laki tu pun jalan ikut beat? baju nombor ini dan ini berkilat sangat.baju tu macam nak pergi orang kahwin. wah rambut dia. kembang. kenapa nak menjerit macam gila kat sebelah telinga.kenapa nak jerit untuk setiap benda. kenapa dan kenapa dan seterusnya. tepukan untuk perempuan nombor ini dan ini kerana berani menari 5 lagu tanpa perasaan segan dan malu. oh lelaki no ini dan ini pasti merasa hot sebab berjaya menari sedemikian rupa. ada orang mabuk. takut takut takut.

kesimpulan ada satu sahaja, mereka stress dan perlu tempat untuk meluah perasaan. Maka, hutan menjadi tempat yang ideal untuk kembali pada nature.

oh yeah, the reason why I thought baju kurung was an ideal move? No one can drag me to the dance floor. Pakaian tak sesuai. Tak boleh. The rest of my friends? Yeah, they are pretty much being dragged by the Indians to dance. Sangat liar jamuan tersebut. Sangat.

Tapi makanan sedap. Walaupun perut memulas-mulas lepas tu.

What a bad occasion ending my first Muharram. Yang Islam pun melompat-lompat sama dan siap boleh tanya kenapa kami berpuasa. Satu Muharram kakak dan abang. Kami sambut bukan sebab kami syiah tapi sebab kami orang Islam yang mahu meraikan tahun baru. Seperti kamu menyambut tahun baru kamu. Pertanyaan yang paling epik sekali, kamu muslim.saya muslim. saya menari. kamu tak menari? Gugur jantung den.

I am not used to this kind of thing. Yes, I admit. My upbringing is different. I am more to, how can I say this, I do not know, don't do dancing as in jumping jumping here and there in front of other people in forest? Urm.. I think most of you who knows me, understands. Dancing like you guys did is just not my nature. Not my thing. So do not force me doing something I don't like. People should have respect for other people. When they say NO, sometimes or most of the times, they mean it. And it shows especially when bajillion same questions being bombarded to you, and you said plain NO in the nicest way you can. And I like being nice. Who don't?

But, it is a whole new experience. I treasured it. And I have got so many things to berjoyah when I am back in Malaysia!

May New Year brings us tonnes of happiness

Salaam Alaik

Another year comes and another year goes. And every human being on earth tries to make their list of goals, no matter how awfully the last one went

and the other last one too

and the other other last one too..

Same goes for me. We made plans. From small tiny petty goal to the big important ones. Some of us worked their heart out to make them come true but some of us, instead of working our ass off, we tend to expand them. And I really hope I do not fall to the latter. I think it is time to really think hard on what I really want in life. Instead of slacking off and thinking there is still tomorrow, I should work hard starting from now and today. Life is not a bed of roses. Life is not just to enjoy the fun of it. But I believe life is to make the most of it. I sounded poetic, didn't I? =D

I think I will share a few of my goals that I think not too personal. Personal matters meant to be kept between me and me only. Yeah, I am that secretive. I do not open up easily.. or so I thought that is who I am. Heh.

1. I must really try to control my anger by decreasing the amount of curses used. As I said before, my bitchiness level tripled after only a few months here.

2. I must try harder during exams. Passing is good. Getting better marks, as in higher than borderline is much much better. A safety zone, I called it.

3. I must think before I say and not to blurt spontaneously. It hurts other people sometimes and I lack in realising it. Baaaad quality I tell you.

4. I will try to decrease the amount of lamenting about my current condition here and try my best to bersyukuuuuuuuur. It will be impossible to stop just like that. Sometimes, we need to whine and lament too. It is nature.

5. And as a friend said, I will try to make tomorrow a better day than today.

6.And yeah, another thing. Life is too short and being sensitive about what people do or say sometimes does not worth it. You will feel offended at times but I think it is better to let go. Prolonging a problem will not settle it. Hence, I will try to feel less offended by what other people do or say as long as it does not hurt me physically that will cause me a terrible loss as in money, time, and energy.Compromising is good. And volunteering with no hard feelings is even better.Sometimes, you can feel the satisfaction after doing something by yourself not because someone else told you to.( Uwah, goal ni panjang huraian dia. )

7. Be a better Muslim.

8. Bangun awal untuk Subuh. LOL.Sume orang kena doakan supaya diri ini dapat bangun awal. Mekaseh pada Fareeda for helping me to wake up every morn. Banyaaak pahala beliau. Sayaaang beliau. Hihihi.

So far that is it. Later if I have more, I will add. I have not start on counting days to be home yet but my, how excited I am .. you have no idea. I am afraid that the more that I wait for the day to come, the longer it will feel. So, kita deal on that later. Let me feel the "joy" of attending classes first.

If there is any left.

Ok peeps, have a blast hijrah!

Comel ok dapat anak macam ni.

Salaam Alaik

I am having Physiology tutorial tomorrow but reading is too boring right now. I hope the teacher does not see me (kasyaf..kasyaf.. LOL) and so I do not have to answer any questions. Muahaha. Anyway, tomorrow going to get the big news. Nantikan...

Aih..sonoknya yang dah sampai Mesia..

Makin hari makin bertambah iritasi.

Salaam Alaik

Esok ada meeting katanya dengan pakcik-pakcik-perut-maju-ke-hadapan. Haih.. malas sungguh. You know, no matter how many times you wanna meet us but if you cannot settle it, tak jalan ah. Apa kata bagi kitorang a nice long holiday? Apa kata bagi kitorang apartment beberapa buah? Apa kata kasik peluang dengar apa kitorang nak cakap? Tapi apakan daya, pakcik-pakcik-perut-maju-ke-hadapan tak mahu dengar. Pakcik tu semua bajet penting dengan bawak buku nota nak catat apa masalah. Blah la pakcik. Setakat bawa buku baru ngan pensel konon mahal dengan muka bajet penting, baik tak payah. Karang mesti kitorang kena marah lagi. Bosanlah.

Pakcik2-perut-maju-ke-hadapan asyik cakap kalau ada apa-apa masalah, sila bagitahu. jangan mengadu. Citpodah. Dah berapa kali bagitahu korang. apa pasal buat dono?Apa pasal asyik ulang I understand I understand when the fact is you don't at all. Listenlah dulu. Baru kasik komen. Bila bagitahu, kena marah. Bila tak bagitahu, cakap kitorang memandai. Apa yang korang nak sebenarnya? You expect us to sit tightly and listen to what you have to say? Hello~

Rasa nak tarik-tarik rambut pakcik2 perut maju ke hadapan.

Depresi rupanya dok India. Haha. Yelah dengan bilangan kanak-kanak Malaysia yang kurang, agak depresi kot. Peluang bersuara amat tipis sekali. Macam kitorang ni banyak masalahlah pulak. Kitorang memang suka pun bagi masalah banyak kat korang. Nampak macam takde kerja je kan? Jadi, dengan adanya kitorang barulah rasa cam sibuk sikit. kan? kan?

p/s: today I just love to be cynical. Mood swing, very much? Yeah, maybe.

a post on how terribly happy I am

Salaam Alaik

I am awfully awfully awfully tired because the road to Manipal was awfully bumpy. Macam terbang-terbang dalam van tu. But surprisingly, I managed to sleep it off.

Manipal was a blast! Meeting friends is a nice thing to do.

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy because I just confirmed a ticket to go back home. HOREY WEH HOREY! Now I know the feeling to have a ticket to go back to Malaysia to meet my family to finally having all the family together after God knows how many years not all of us are home.

So happy

I am so happy that I can scream and jump at the same time but of course macam tak senonoh. So duduk diam diam sambil terseringai sudah.

Anyway, siapa nak belanja makan satay tu, siap-siapkan duit bebanyak..bukan saje satay aku mahu.muahahahahahahahhahahah

p/s: tenkiu ayah. i love you.Mmmuah!

Ugh!

Some people should not be given power as they will go gaga over it and try to control everyone around them.

Pen-TIPU.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!

I will never be..I will never be..tall..NooOOoo...=D

With the power of high heels, yes I can!

Salaam Alaik

I want to read books. Coming here to India has deprived me from reading books. Academic books are not in the list of course. What I meant is story books. Books that make you lost in your own world, happily building up another realm which only you and your characters exist. I miss those moments when you read and no one can bother you. Books in India are way too cheaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap!!! but I find myself having no time to read them. It is like I am spending my leisure time watching movies, korean dramas and sitcoms rather than reading books. Weird.. because usually books will be my priority.

No, reading books are not nerdy or geeky or whatever. It is cool to read books. I never understand why some people does not like to read book. Come on! Books are fun. Watching movies are fun but hey, not all things described in books can be done on TV. You could use some imagination there. Hence, the level of funness (if there is such a word) is higher by reading books rather than watching. But then Nawa dearie, why are you not spending time reading?

I don't know. Maybe I am too jakun with the downloading spree I am having right now. Nyahaha..

Anyway, here we are again in another December. I have always thought few months ago how will I be doing when December comes. Well, pretty much the same I guess. Maybe I changed while I am not realising it. Who knows? But I know that I am quite a whiner nowadays. I am bored with the smell of Formalin right now. Macam takmo masuk je Dissection Hall tu. I have a problem actually with Formalin. I got teary eyes whenever I have got to be standing in front of the cadaver. It is not like I want the tears to come out but they come out whenever they want. Quite annoying really because you are supposed to stand there, watch and listen to what your teacher have been saying. Not busy wiping up the tears and sniffing. My teacher suggested me to wear a pair of goggle. Seriously, are you kidding me?

I want to put up some pictures of what have been happening to me lately but sadly, I found nothing interesting going on here. The same as always. India is India and Nawa is still the same ol' Nawa. Might be putting up a few kilos but I don't know. Here is em, can I say boring? Because of the same routine everyday.

I wake up

I get ready

I go to school

I go to class

I meet my classmates

I go home

I clean myself

I eat

I read books

I disturb some people on YM

I go to sleep

So it is like boring. No excitement in my everyday life. Gediklah kan nak esaitmen2 plak. Hentak sekali baru tahu.

Actually, I need to read about head and neck. Apa dia merepek entah buku ni. I am trying very hard to understand what the book has been saying. OK back to work but oh? it is my bedtime now.

Eheh..

Tata all

Hari Raya Haji..yang seperti tak raya.

Salaam Alaik

So I thought of changing the colour of my blog the other day making it to be white instead of black. Well, it seems that I am hanging on to this colour for quite some time. I am surprised myself too because I used to get bored of this blog of mine punya template. Used to lah. Waktu mula-mula dulu, I changed my template whenever I got the chance but then again, always changing your layout can be quite boring too. Like having no identity. Haha. This is myself talking. Orang lain yang suka tukar-tukar template, jangan terasa. Please do not feel offended.

My raya haji is not that bad though I did not feel raya at all because you see, the six of us went to Bangalore instead of spending our one day holiday in Mysore. It was a crazy day in Bangalore. And I had fun eating rm35o meal there. Haha.

Okeh.

I am not in the mood writing actually though tomorrow I do not have to go to class. Yeay for me!

p/s: My roomie's parents came to Mysore. I was kinda jealous. I wanna go home.

p/p/s: My sister mailed her itinerary of going back to Malaysia. I was kinda jealous. I wanna go home.

p/p/p/s: Everyone is going back to Malaysia. I was kinda jealous. I wanna go home.

Lepas tengok cerita sisterhood of traveling pants, tetiba emosi. Haha

Salaam Alaik

I miss my sisters. My blood sisters. One is busy working her butt off and I heard that she lost some weight due to the hectic of being a doctor without any help from Herbalife or whatsover and the other one is probably finishing up her exam? or busy studying? I called her the other day but she could not hear me. Never mind. I will try again next time. She is currently off the net now. I did not know why. Maybe because of the exams.. I don't know.

I miss the two of them

I miss the night YM-ing with them

I miss the webcams

I miss the silly things that we talked

I miss gossiping with them

I miss having them around

I miss them

Some people who never had any sisters, specifically older sisters think that having one will be a burdensome, a nuisance because you know, sisters tend to bully those below them and make fun of the little ones. Well, I cannot deny that but there are like tonnes of other reasons that will make you love them never the less. You might not realize it at first but as time goes by, as you are not little kids anymore, you'll know. My sisters are good sisters. They are the best. Yeah, we quarreled here and there. Merajuk ngada-ngada sikit here and there but we are good. The carut-carut phase has long gone. Kami dah matang. Ececececeh..

It is just that I want to be back at the time where all of us, the whole family is out on the lawn, sitting on the buaian after dinner talking about stars. Yeah, we talked about stars. Like very ilmiah and intellectual right? Naah.. we talk about so many things. Our goals. Our achievements. Our pride. Our weight. Our height. Anything! I miss those moments. I wish I could turn back time and really hold on to that piece of memory. Remembering how the weather at that time, what clothes we were wearing, what dinner we had just now. I want to remember them and hold on to it. Because who knows when will it happen again..

It is just that I hope both of you are doing OK. Just so you know. I miss you both baaaaadly!

Sangat suwit kan I? Ohohohohohoho

p/s: Ahmad kena air hari tu. Terus Ahmad mati dan terus cuak dan terus sms Ayah. Ayah terus call bagi menenangkan hati. Hahaha.. Tapi Alhamdulillah ajal Ahmad tak panjang. Ahmad pergi tetapi kembali. Terus lagu Rabbani tak valid untuk Ahmad buat masa ni.

Pengajaran 1: Jangan letak cawan penuh dengan air tepi Ahmad.

Pengajaran 2: Reaction time harus cepat. Jangan melopong ternganga-nganga sambil menyebut Aaaa.. when something happens.

I got a feeling..

Memang tonight gonna be a good night!

Salaam Alaik

Gembira rasanya hati

Coklat cair dinikmati

Dah lepas pun exam teori

Boleh bersuka-suki untuk dua hari.

Kalau korang tak reti nyanyi, bukan kanak-kanak zaman 90-an lah korang. I mean, the first two verse only lah opkos. My goodness, eh ada dulu orang tegor, my goodness my goodness Ya Allah lah. Okeh, Ya Allah, it was a relief. A huge relief to me, to finish up my first three theory papers. Yeah, I know.. I know.. Baru exam sekali macam gila dah minah ni. Well, see if you got to rest for eight months practically doing nothing other than expanding your bump,then suddenly, BAM WAM BAM* bunyi apekah tataw..* you need to learn all those stuff. I mean if I can just read it through and do "Oh..like this? Uuuuu.. I see. I never knew that before..Uwah..very menarik. " then it's OK. BUT you need to understand and MEMORIZE like what? the entire book for each subject? And remind me again, how long I have been here exactly? So you see, how can expect me to be as sane as eight months ago?

Tiga subjek je pon.. Keyyyyyyyyycoh~

Senyap ah..

So today all my lovely people, I need some rest. A good rest. A good old movie *yep, old as in Sound Of Music kinda old* will do me some good. Then some sleep. Some good long uninterrupted sleep.Y'know the one that when you wake up without being shaken up by your alarm or anything. Huwaaah.. siiiiiiokknyaaaa!!!!!

After that, I need to get into the mood again and grab some books to start studying again. Berlagak macam orang dah habis exam kan? How I wish I have but I have like, 3 practicals and 3 viva-s to go. And all of them need the power of memory. Whispering and repeating the same words adalah skill terbaik setakat ini. Sila tepuk.

Oleh itu, izinkan saya bersuka-ria terlebih dahulu.

Bahbai all..

bosan penat bosan penat

Salaam Alaik

I do not know what went wrong today. It was all too gloomy and dull. And the weather really do depicts my emotion. *cewah. aku bersastera kau.* I did not find any interest with study. Who finds it interesting anyway? Maybe those intellectual nerds find it so but not me. At least, not for today as for the other day I found it very interesting to read about Colon. And relating it with your everyday life is sure fun fun fun!

Back to the story, what is happening to me now? Is it the home sickness getting to me again? Most definitely think so. I am looking forward to end this exam. My God! This is only internal assessment for goodness sake. No where near final yet but then I am acting like this. What the heck is wrong with me? I realised that I am whining too much lately especially in this blog. What to do.. what to do..

Am I depressed?

Sheesh..

No I think I am just mentally tired.

Mental

Mental

Mental

Mental

Mental

Nawa has gone mental

Huhaaaaaaaaa.....

That's all

Thank you very much

p/s: sorry to read about me crapping most of the time. But I excel in crapping anyway. and this is my blog. HAHAHA

p/p/s: notice the frequency of my updates? nampak sangat hidup sangat bosan dengan mengadap buku. haaaaaaaaaaaaah

Tak sangka lagu Alexander Rybak sedap

Salaam Alaik

The meeting with that pacik was proven to be unsuccessful. I can say, dah agak daaaaah. I did not even start on the purpose of meeting him that evening and he babbled all the way already. Dahlah mendapat bantuan dari sahabat terbaik pulak tuh. Haish.Ingat senang-senang ke I maw berjumpa dengan u hah? Again, all of us have to put up a pretentious front.Y'know the innocent looks that were pasted on each one of us. Haha. I wish I could put it up over here. Mesti semua akan angguk-angguk tanda setuju. I think we were all darn good in acting. Bravo all! And so, here am I willing to accept the fate of having to stay for another year here. I don't want to complain but I have my own reasons on why I did so, mister. Takpelah.. maybe there is a better one for us.

Next week I will be having exam. Like always, when people are messing up their head, they tend to do unnecessary things. That is what I am currently doing. Ada kerja yang patut dibuat tapi tengok, sibuk menaip kat sini. Yeah well, it is a part of easing myself after hours of burying my face under the books. Heh.

And so, when can I book the tickets eh? Really looking forward to go back. tapi pacik pembantu gubesar dengan angkuhnya berkata takde cuti. Tipu punya pacik. Orang lain kata ada. Kau kata takde. Cis.. cis.. cis..

Oklah all. Gudbai. I need to study macam budak baik.

p/s: Try to search Alexander Rybak. Abaikan ekspresi muka beliau ketika menyanyi but I think his songs are alright though the lyrics for Fairytale are a bit weird and funny. Fareed and I heart Rybak (letak la gamba love2 kat sini.ahahahahah)

Pacik2 ngan Macik2 kat belakang ni dah bunyi dah...

Salaam Alaik

Mummy told me last night not to keep too much of a high hope regarding something I talked about with her over the YM. I guess Mummy is right. I was so excited about something and in split seconds all hopes shattered,all right. Maybe that thing is destined not to be ours. Maybe there is another one, a better one for us. Maybe.. Maybe (menung jejauh duduk tupang dagu sambil nyanyi lagu Annie - Maybe) I should just wait for the best to come. Harap-harap begitulah.

Anyhow, good news! Negri Sembilan won Piala Malaysia!!!!!!!!!! Good for them. I have been praying hard for you guys to win. Menipu gila. I did not even know that there was football last night. But if I am at home, it must be nice. Since I will be watching the game with Dad and Mum and Haziq. And we will all be together shrieking and jumping whenever someone managed to score a goal. Seronoknyaa...

Now, I am missing home. Eee...ngengadalah.

But it was kinda nice really to see the opposing time with a HUUUUGE number of fans cheering them and the team lost eventually. Haha. Gila jahat. Especially if the fans made a riot or something that was no where nice to hear or see. It is like, Weh Malu Weh. Dah la aku membising. Pastu aku jatuh kerusi.. kinda situation. Anyhow, let just leave it to that. I don't wanna have anyone with semangat kenegerian bashing me up later. Ambil yang keruh..eh silap. Buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih. Yang sudah tu sudah le.. ecececeh..

Tomorrow I will be having classes, as usual. And on the evening I want to meet this one pakcik. Okeh all, pray hard this pakcik will have a soft spot for us though it is very very very unlikely he will. But anyway, let us pray hard.

Maghrib sudeyh. Kita pergi solat, jom!

Adakah ini yang dikatakan Diarrhoea?

Salaam Alaik

I have a stomach ache. I have been to the toilet 3 times already. And it is only 10 in the morning. I have been to the toilet for 6 times yesterday. Which were only for one purpose. Haih. Perut...mengapa lambat memberi reaksi terhadap makanan sini? If awal-awal dulu, I can acceptlah. But why now eh perut? Waaaaaiiii? Bukan sepatutnyakan perut, kau dah berasimiliasi dengan makanan sini tapi kenapa kau nak menggedik-gedik bunyi kiokk..kiokkk kuat-kuat dengan motility action yang aktif waktu-waktu sekarang? Nasib baik minggu ni takde kelas teori. No need to sit for three hours silently whilst clutching my tummy and dreading if anyone hears the kiook..kiookk sound.

But I must say, goodberigud to myself since I have been bragging to my friends about how good my stomach is. So suddenly, not reaching 12 hours of bragging bliss, I have this.

And another problem, I have trouble waking up early in the morning. How? How? I am really desperate to wake up early in the morn. I want to wake up at 430 since subuh will be at 5.. Anyone got any ideas on how to wake up early? I googled for it already but it produced quite a disappointing result. Banyak keluar tips orang Indon je. Pastu semua sama like kopi pes camtuh. I wanna have something that I can practice. Like smiling as soon as you wake up. That one I like. But that one got nothing to do with waking up early in the morning! I used to wake up early back in school and college days but I did not understand why I am incapable of doing it now. I set my alarm to Andaiku Tahu by Ungu. Yelah, dia punya lirik kan macam menikam jiwa sikit. Yet, tak berkesanlah.. HOW??!!

Aiyoh..depresilah begini.

Masalah tak dapat stadi dah selesai. Lihatlah lampu bergaya ini. Bukan imitasi. Hahaha

Hari ni hari malas.Bukan hari-hari malas ke?

Salaam Alaik

Have you had any feeling to curse anyone? Well I do. Especially today.

Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Double, double, toil and trouble
Something wicked this way comes.

Eye of newt and toe of frog,
Wool of bat and tongue of dog,
Adder's fork and blind-worm's sting,
Lizard's leg and howlet's wing.

Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Double, double, toil and trouble
Something wicked this way comes.

In the cauldron boil and bake,
Fillet of a fenny snake,
Scale of dragon, tooth of wolf,
Witches' mummy, maw and gulf.
Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble

Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Something wicked this way comes

Sumpah takde kerja kan?

On a supposedly lazy Sunday afternoon, I am being rajin.Ohoho

Salaam Alaik

I hate when laziness come and attack but when I am having a slight rajin and awesome feeling to study, lights will go off. Not literally speaking but it is true. Bila dah ada semangat nak belajar kan, tetiba je, waktu tu lah dia nak ketiadaan eletrik. This past two weeks, the condition were very bad. Power outages are like so often, two to three hours in a day. Gilalah. Dahlah panas sekarang ni. Waktu malam je pulak selalu tu. Usually there will be urm.. cursing right after the light went off but lately, I am used to it. Maybe. It will be just like.. "Aaaaaaargh... kenapaaaaa??!!" kinda sort of thing.

Exams will be in two weeks. Cuak..cuak.. There are so many things to read and informations need to be chucked in inside my brain. Kena buat brain exercise lah begini.

And the leaves on the tree outside my windows are starting to turn brown already. Three months here and still counting on the days I am surviving. Blergh.. want to go home.

p/s: dearest Apdal and Cuki (agaga..dearest..garu-garu tekak), well, I had fun talking to you guys by the way. Dah lama tak konperens cakap benda-benda ngarut though for only a short period of time. May Allah bless the two of you.

Pakcik tuan rumah ajak pergi brekfes tapi pagi sangat loh.Ahad is the only day nak bangun lambat.

Salaam Alaik

I really want to lament about so many things. But lamenting I must not do. Kang ibu baca susah hati ibu. Ecewah. Anak yang mengambil berat sungguh I ini. Huahua.. Tapi sungguh minggu ni memang banyak pancaroba, dugaan dan masalah yang datang. Mula-mula keputusan ujian yang sangat tak best dah dapat and I felt like shredding the book altogether. Pastu ada sakit perut yang sakit gila ah tapi tetap menten kemachoan dengan berjalan perlahan-lahan dan muka selamba. Diri ini tak balik okeh tapi gigih ke sekolah. Nyahahah..

Minggu ni, asyik black out je. Kalau nak black out tu, tak kesah. Black out lah kau sebanyak mana kau nak tapi boleh tak jangan black out waktu-waktu perdana macam pukul 7 atau 8 atau 9 malam? Pergilah potong letrik pepagi waktu kitorang sibuk belajar dengan tekun kat sekolah. Haish.

Tahap mengantuk kat kelas pun mantap juga minggu ni. Ohoho.. harap-harap tak akan kena halau dengan cikgu. Minggu ni pun asyik bangun lambat.. Mengapa??!!

Tambahan pula dengan ketidak seimbangan hormon yang turut menyumbang kepada emotional roller coaster. Muka memanglah I looked like I have no problem at all people. Tapi orang yang selalu kena buzz kat YM pasti memahami. Hahahah. Siyes..nak balek. Sekolah yang "terbaik" tu pulak tak gheti-gheti nak kasi year planner. Berapa kali dah kitorang mintak. Sorang suro kitorang jumpa pacik ni. Pacik ni suro kitorang jumpa pacik lagi satu. Pacik ni suro jumpa pacik yang first tadi. Memang tak dan lah. Kerja asyik pas-pas.

Haih..

Ya Tuhan, help!!

p/s: I think I have overcome the almost becoming an addiction thingy. It is not that hard after all. Cewah!

Tiada topik hari ini

Ini je dia dapat? Walaweh..

‘Rasul Melayu’ gets 10yrs’ jail (Update)

By CHRISTINA TAN

SHAH ALAM: The Syariah High Court has sentenced Abdul Kahar Ahmad who proclaimed himself a Rasul Melayu (Malay prophet) to 10 years jail, six strokes of the rotan and a fine of RM16,500.

The 59-year-old father of six was calm when the sentence was announced. His daughters and other family members hugged him and wept openly.

On Sept 24, Abdul Kahar pleaded guilty to five charges under the Selangor Syariah Criminal Enactment Act of proclaiming himself a prophet of the Malays, conducting deviationist teachings, violating the Selangor Mufti’s order, blasphemy and spreading false beliefs.

He was accused of committing the offences at No. 44, Jalan Bunga Ros in Kampung Kemensah in Hulu Klang between May 10 and June 23, 2005.

Abdul Kahar had claimed trial in August 2005 when he was charged with the five offences but over the past three years, he continued to preach deviationist teachings and played hide-and-seek with the law.

On Sept 16, he was arrested by a team of Selangor Religious Department enforcement officers in Sungai Long, Kajang, at 9.45am.

Syarie judge Abu Zaky Mohammad said Abdul Kahar’s actions were a threat to the security of the religion, society and nation.

He said the accused actions were contrary to the rules. “Although you are regarded as being ignorant and lacked education especially in Islamic laws, you should be leading a good example to the young ones,” said Abu Zaky.

Abu Zaky added that Abdul Kahar had involved the public in his acts.

The judge ordered Abdul Kahar to serve his sentence from the date of his arrest on Sept 16 and to spend the last six months of his jail term at the akidah rehabilitation centre in Ulu Yam.

Source

Malam-malam hati kurang senang. Mahu pulang. Kalau boleh,sekarang!

Salaam Alaik

Someone please tell me what do I have to do to curb my almost-becoming-an-addiction to Facebook? It is like Friendster all over again and I hate to be someone without other motives in life aside from checking everyone out in Facebook. That IS so totally not me.Maybe it was but we are talking about present here. The big IS. Before the regime of Facebook got into me, I must find a way to put a stop in this problem. deswai ai don wan tu haf fesbuk bifo, i ting i yem efred i yem soh intu it.. *sigh*I do not like to spend most of my time there.It would be a waste. Yeah well, it is interesting. Who find it is not? I am a normal human being and so I found that other being's life is also interesting.

Should I start with a morning mantra?

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

I have a lot of things to do.other than facebook

and I have a lot of things to accomplish. I need to shut up and sit properly and read the books!

Ya Allah, do help me please!

Hari ini Diwali. Jom main mercun banyak-banyak. Kat sini, mercun tak haram. Hahah

Salaam Alaik

So they say, a picture worth a thousand words. Here is my many thousands for you.

Hi and peace all. I am your virtual silence tour guide. Shut up and relax and just scroll down using your mouse or touch pad to see the pictures of life in India in a brief.

Tidur tepi jalan adalah normal. Tak tidur sehari suntuk baru tak normal.

Aih JSS..Cun lah..

One of the many lame things I did. Stokin merah menarik hati. Weewit.

Hari-hari pakcik ni mengucapkan Selamat Datang dalam hati dia bila kami menghadirkan diri ke sekolah bersama kalung bunga di leher.

A big clap for whoever carved these melons. See the hand weh..see the hand!!

I named him/her Melmen. Melmen welcomed us warmly to Mysore Zoo. Terbaiklah kau Melmen!

My study table. Tak sah lah kan kalau tak letak gamba meja. Tak poyolah begitu. Hehs.

Where on earth is this Malasia?

My everyday view. My everyday lagu tak boleh pos pulak kat sini sebab tak tahu tajuk lagu dorang pasang pepagi amende.

Dasara. 28 September 2009. Can you imagine walking in this road?

It said, Jangan gelak. Nanti kaco minatang kat sini..em..rasanyalah.

Gambar penting di sini. Bukan aksi Ling menyebak rambut but what important here is the hospital where I will be working at 4 years from now.. maybe..

Situ nak. Ko jalan je terus pusing kiri pastu. Nanti sampailah city.

Main transport here. Around the city will never cost you more than 100rupees, kata cikgu.

Adakah itu pakcik RELA?

Orang baca khutbah. Obviously, ini cilok dari sesapa. Ampun maaf dipinta.

Mamat penyibuk. I was trying to snap that billboard behind him and he came from nowhere and looked straight into the camera. Mimpi ngeri.

Library. and we have strict rules here. No student ID cannot go in. No student ID cannot read book inside. Student ID is a very important thing. Kanak-kanak rajin seperti kami suka menghabiskan masa di sini. Penat-penat boleh tidur. Ada kipas yang kuat lagi.

Hallmark.

Cubaan bunuh diri tapi terus teringat bunuh diri haram di sisi agama.

Entrance ke rumah.

Baskin Robbin yang kurang dibanggakan. ahah

A public transport. Bus. Very very very cheap tapi sangaaaaaat ramai orang. If the time is not right, you may get stucked or sandwiched between them. Mimpi ngeri sekali lagi.

Ini kereta kahwin. Got roses being sellotaped lagi kat kereta. Klasik gila.

This was during Raya in Davangere. We wished we had their hostel. They have SONY Bravia for heaven's sake.

Inside my sekolah.

My sekolah. Very photogenic this sekolah you know. Dalam gambar nampak sangat cun.

Malaysia ada Fair and Lovely. India ada Fair and Handsome. World No 1 Fairness Cream for Men lagi kau.

Aiskrim ni terbaik. Banyaaaaaak gle. Lagi best dari Baskin Robin India.

Kanak-kanak Malaysia are full of drama whenever they got the chance of meeting up and parting away.

Mysore Zoo.Murah je nak masuk. Will cost you 30rupee. Which is like rm2.

Ini lah MORE. Tempat keluar duit selalu.

Dalam kelas. Suka tengok pakcik-pakcik yang bajet penting kat depan.

Bus to Davangere. Budak lelaki belah kanan suka show tipon dia dengan menaip mesej sambil pegang tipon tinggi-tinggi. I tahu la tipon u canggih , touchscreen. Tidur tak nak letak kat silent. Mesti set pada highest volume. How do I know? Dah dia suka angkat tipon tetinggi. Maka, semua yang dilakukan akan diperhatikan. So everyone beware when you are sitting in front of me.

This is a boy. He was selling balloons and we thought no one would be buying them but saprais, the car next to me bought one.

Aaaaaaanddd........

presenting

The Babi of Davangere.

This was a small one. I saw a BIGGER one and was very much like a gayat kid screaming Babi Besar!! Babi Besar!! Sadly,did not manage to snap one though.

Babai anak-anak. Esok-esok datang jumpa pakcik lagi, kata beliau.

I am being hopeful

Salaam Alaik

Hi blog. I know you miss me. I have been trying to tell you about so many things, blog, but unfortunately I am too busy with worldly matters and it seems I am having a huge problem in putting up sentences when it comes to writing. Why? Why? and WHY?? Life has been very busy. You know, the usual.. Classes and revising and classes and revising and classes and revising. It will never end. Now I do not know what to write. Oh well, I will continue later. If I have the idea.

Till then.

and I try not to be cynical.

Dah jom pergi tandas!

MALASNYA NAK BACA BUKU..

Makan kuih raya yang dipos dengan banyak menyebabkan sakit perut.

Rajin kakak I membuatkan akaun facebook I. Mekaseh ye kak. Nanti I belikan satu saree panjang panjang yang glitter-glitter macam mak datin for you.

Tomorrow got gajah berarak in Mysore. All of us want to go and see those gajah. Later y'all!

Ini kali ke berapa entah bangun lambat

Salaam Alaik

Pagi ni bestlah. dengan penuh nada sarkastiknya diri ini berkata.

Pagi tadi, jiran sebelah ketuk pintu jerit-jerit panggil nama. Ingatkan mimpi. Tak. Rupa-rupanya, alam realiti. Rumet kata dah pukul 730 dah. Macam mana ni? Tengok jam Ahmad* baru pukul 710 rasanya. Rileklah weh. Baru 710. Gosok-gosok mata. EH TAK 730!! Terus kelam kabut. Nak pergi tak? Pergi-pergi dengan yakinnya diri ini menjawab. Baru 730. Selalu bas pergi paling lambat pun 740+. Tak tahu kenapa hari ini semangat sikit nak pergi kelas walaupun syahid jua akhirnya dalam kelas.

Baju tak gosok. Apron tak gosok. Tag nama tak pasang lagi. Buku tak masuk dalam beg lagi. Rekod untuk lab pun tak siap lagi. Tak apa.

Tarik satu T-shirt. Pakai. Apron tak sempat gosok. Sarung jelah. Tag nama masuk dalam poket dulu. Dalam bas nanti selesaikan. Buku masukkan jelah semua. Rekod nanti rehat buatlah.

Mandi? Out of questionlah ok!

tapi nasib baik dah gosok gigi subuh tadi. Hahahah..

Kesian kawan-kawan yang demam and cirit-birit. Tak mampu nak datang kelas.Kesian.

*Ahmad adalah nama laptop Your Highness. Ahmad baru bertukar agama kepada agama yang lurus. Hari tu dia takde agama. Atheist kata beliau. Pun baru mendapat hidayah nak download program azan.

Pos raya yang lambat.

Salaam Alaik

Despite being away from my family

Despite having to sit on the sangat-sempit-bersama-orang-yang-inconsiderate bus,

Despite having no lemang but thank god there was nasi impit and kuah kacang

Despite being very sleepy during the Solat Sunat Eid

Despite having to see babi berzina on the afternoon of raya

Despite every flaw there is in this year Raya, I am enjoying it very much thanks to all my dear friends.

Kool weh ketapi de..Kool!

Eid Mubarak everyone!

Hip Hip Hooray! Esok Raya!

Ok fine. Isnin baru raya.

dan jawiku masih cantik Hoyeah hoyeah!

Selamat Hari Raya all

seminggu lagi.

Salaam Alaik

My roomie and my next door neighbours discovered my blog already. Ceh. Adakah akan bakal mendengar bunyi-bunyi langau? Siap korang kalau ada bunyi. Anyway, I took all the Raya songs from my friends. Sedih.. sedih.. Yelah, especially bila yang nyanyi pasal musafirlah, perantaulah.. Sob..sob.. This year will be my first raya away away away from my family. I miss raya with all my family. I miss puasa with my family. I miss my family. We Mysorean (cewah, mengaku kau orang Mysore) will be heading to Davangere this year. My friend over there and I discussed already. Kitorang nak nanges sesama pada malam raya. Muahahahaha... okeh.. Jom nanges sesama sekarang.

Babu Babu Jual Roti

Salaam Alaik

Been in India for almost two months already and sure it taught me a lot of things. Enough with the negative complaints I have been doing openly off the net and most of us here are sure tired of complaining but hey, how can we stop? It is very hard not to do so. Every single thing is a big issue for us and people surely do love to butt in . Anyhow, let just leave it to that. Friends and family, it is hard for me to contact because the super duper awesome walaweh line is the best in India and what nots is not accepting Malaysian messages and we did not know why and they love to say wait. Haish..

Oklah all. I am too gayat with this internet connection now. Muahaha.. Got other things to do. Ciao.

The a bit rajin post.

Salaam Alaik

The back of my hand hurts so much right now. Siapa suruh nak tadah air suam guna air panas pastu gatal-gatal letak tangan bawah paip tu kan. Anyway, today is another exciting day for the nine of us. Despite another two being hospitalised due to H1N1 scare, the remaining six still continue their adventurous journey exploring the wonderful city of Mysore. Muahah.

Don't you guys worry, the two of them had been confirmed negative for H1N1. Den da koba da. It is normal I think to catch a flu or cough when you come to a new place especially when the new place is actually India.

Our main transport will be the three wheeler. We called it auto and having such loud friends and I am totally grateful to have them, is a good thing because you need to be loud and aggresive to get a good price. It is also a plus when you have a Tamil speaking friend. The locals most of the times understand Vaish and cannot mess around with us. They even charged lower when Vaish is in the same auto with you as they taught Vaish is a local. It is very fun being on an auto. You do not have to go to the theme park or anything to seek adventures. Riding on one is enough. And yeah, if somehow another year later, if I get the chance to be back home and meet you people, do not complain if I ask you to repeat the question louder.

We tried the bus too today. And dang, it was fun too despite the bumpy ride. Sometimes, it is hard being the odd one out but sometimes it is also good because at the restaurants we were being treated nicely. Haha. I think Pheobe kena ngorat by the waiter. Haha. Good! A free Gobi Manchurian would be nice.

The food anyway is marvellous. Cheap, lazat, and no tax some more. The menu is endless and we usually spend most of our time thinking on what to choose.

I heard my friends in another places have escorts to follow them wherever they wanted to go, but here we come and go as much as we like on our own. We are not staying on campus as we cannot bring non veg food inside the campus. Tapi veg food pun boleh tahan apa. Sedap. Like this Green Leaf food court which caters for vegeterian only. Murah pulak tu. Right now still waiting for the apartment to finish. How long it will take also I do not know. Penat menunggu kat India ni. Pas satu satu. Kerja suka main pas pas plak tu. Do you know that the bank opens at 1030am and closes at 4pm? and they have lunch break from 2pm to 3 pm? and Saturday is a half day? and to get ATM card will require you one week?

Class is OK so far. We have not enter the real one yet. The past two weeks were the induction programme and Insya ALlah tomorrow we will start the class. I am scared because the things that I need to read is like sooooooooo many. Do pray for my success please.

Do you guys see what I see? Huheh.

See the fan. Very unique,no?

Devaraj Urs Road. Ada Levi's kau.

Perempuan kalau naik motor mesti camtu. Ayu gila.

Comel gila.

Hospital ni boleh jadi tempat cerita hantu.

Library ni besar kan? tapi takde orang.

Ni kat JSS Medical Uni. Posisi yang cantik. Haha