Sunday, 28 December 2008
Sunday, 21 December 2008
Saya fikir saya perlu untuk update blog ini tapi apakan daya tiada cerita yang menarik untuk dikongsi. Hidup saya buat masa ini hanyalah bermalas-malasan. Hendak keluar berjalan-jalan. Malas. Membantu ayah bekerja. Malas. Mengecat almari baju. Malas. Berniat kuat untuk membantu ibu. Malas. Ini semua akibat godaan si Syaitoon durjana. Nyah kau dari sini!! Saya mahu bersikap rajin. Mahu bangun awal pagi. Tidak tidur selepas Subuh. Melipat kain yang menggunung. Menyidai dan mengangkat kain tanpa disuruh ibu. Bersenda gurau bersama adik dengan damai. Menyiapkan tugasan yang diberi Ayah. Tidak mensia-siakan waktu siang dengan tidur yang berlebih-lebihan. Terlalu berlebih-lebihan. Melambai-lambai dan memberi kata-kata semangat kepada mereka yang keluar awal pagi untuk berkerja. Tapi Syaitoon... Kau jahat. Kau bersenggayut pada mata aku supaya aku terus lena. Kau jahat. Kau pasakkan pada fikiran aku 30 minit itu sekejap sehingga aku melambat-lambatkan kerja yang sepatutnya aku lakukan dan pekerjaan tergendala ke hari-hari esok. Kau memang jahat.Kau bisik pada telinga aku "Kejap lagi la sidai kain. Kejap lagi la jerang air. Kejap lagi la. Kejap lagi la."
Tapikan syaitoon.. aku tahu sebenarnya bukan kau saje yang patut aku salahkan. Diri aku pun.
Nasib baik saya sedar diri lagi.
Saya makhluk yang hebat kan? Hebat memberi alasan. Hebat mencari alasan. Hebat menyalahkan makhluk lain untuk mengadakan sesebuah alasan. *tapi syaitoon memang suka mengacau hidup. Sunnatullah sebenarnya.
Saya mahu berubah! Malam ini, saya akan cuba untuk tidur awal dan bangun awal untuk keesokan harinya. Malam ini, akan saya tanamkan niat untuk melakukan kerja-kerja yang banyak tergendala. Separuh daripada kerja-kerja tersebut pun, jadilah. Malam ini, saya tidak akan melayari website ini dan ini.*tidak-tidak.bukan niat saya untuk mempromosikan laman-laman web ini.
Mungkinkah ini angan-angan saya yang bakal menjadi kenyataan? Atau azam yang tidak kesampaian untuk bulan terakhir tahun ini dan akan dianjakkan menjadi azam tahun hadapan?
Ya Tuhan, semoga saya tabah menghadapi godaan syaitan!
p/s: Selamat hari jadi buat Izzati Nadzrin. Semoga pertambahan umur seiring dengan pertambahan berat badan serta kematangan fikiran. Semoga dirahmati dan dimurahkan rezeki selalu. Saya amat berharap dia melompat-lompat dan bertandang ke blog saya.
p/p/s: Buat kakak pertama, email kamu kepada ayah telah saya baca. Ayah bertanya adakah ada udang di sebalik mee ataupun tulus dari hati?*mungkin kerana timing yang kurang bersesuaian. Telah saya jawabkan, itu datang dari hati kamu yang ikhlas mengingati Ayah yang penat bekerja demi keluarga tercinta. Sungguh, adikmu baikkan? Maka, sila ingat pada beliau ketika bercuti. Muehehehe.
Monday, 15 December 2008
01. What have you been doing recently?
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
04. When did you last cry?
The other day, I think
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
06. What do you want in your life right now?
too many to list them down
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Neither.I will stay at home and sleep
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Obviously, the tilam
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
which inbox? phone or email?
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Complicated as in?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Bolt. Rhino is cute
14. What are you proud of?
Now? The reporter who threw his shoe at Bush.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Makhluk paling seksi along with A.Nagela and Haziq
17.Do you have any nicknames?
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11pm or so
20. Are you currently happy?
21. Who gives you best advice?
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
26.Do you wear toe socks?
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
29. What annoys you most in a person?
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
32. What is the colour of your room?
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
38. Do you have a life?
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I have none
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
42. Last time you smiled?
43. Have you changed this year?
I hope so
44. What are you listening right now?
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
47. Is there a quote you live by?
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Love life as in?
53. What song best describe your love life?
Aku da bosan
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
55. Who always make you laugh?
56. Do you speak other language other than English
57. favourite website(s)?
58. What's your middle name?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
60. What do you think you are like?
61. Who will you choose to die with?
tak mahu pilih
62. Where have you been today?
63. What game do you play often?
64. Who are you missing right now?
Too many. Bias to list them down.
65. If you have to choose between friend and loves, who will you choose?
66. What are you doing right now?
67. Which primary school are you from?
SRI ABIM Seremban...
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
69. What emotion you like to show?
70. What is your life to you?
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
73. Who do you admire most?
74. Which month are you born in?
75. How are you feeling right now?
76. What is the time now?
77. what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
79. Why are you doing this test?
I am nice..ngaha
80. What do you do when you're moody?
81. At which age you wish to get married?
25 or 26
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
Ada ustaz kata, kalau nak mati kita mesti teruskan belajar.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Everything that I wish for become true <-- MY WISH
87. What is your goal for this year?
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
89. What feeling do you love most?
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
91.What feeling you hate the most?
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
93. Do you believe in God?
94. Who cares for you most?
Family and friends
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
96. What will you bring when you fight?
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
None so far
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
had enough of this. I won't be doing any tags after this.
Friday, 12 December 2008
tag yang penat nak jawab
Here are the rules ;
1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
Not a male
Not a hermaphrodite
Never undergoes reconstructive surgery before
Went to kindergarten
Went to school
Currently having fun at home
3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.
Tak tahu. Nak tahu, pergi tanya orang lain.
4. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.
i do not want to tag people.boleh?rules are bound to be broken, aren't they?
5. Link the person who tagged you.
6. Leave a comment for each blogger.
No comment*bajet seperti selebriti-selebriti yang meng"diss"kan reporter.huheh.Saya rasa glamourous.
01. what is the most important thing in your life ?
02. what is the last thing you bought with your own money
Asam which was way too masam
03. where do you wish to get married ?
Atas bulan. Buat rekod dunia.
04. how old do you think you will get permanently owned by your lover ?
05. are you in love ?
Yes, dengan diri sendiri. Haha. Self-obsession, I like.
06. where was the last restaurant you had dinner at ?
Just now, RNK satay
07. name the latest book you bought ?
Shin Chan. If comics are included to be books.
08. what is your full name ?
09. do you prefer mother or father?
Soalan sensitif. but I love them both.
10. name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time?
11. christina or britney?
12. do you do your own laundry?
Have to if not at home
13. the most exciting place you want to go?
Angah Nagela's room.There are many hidden treasure from Akak Lily's time.muehehe
14. hugs or kisses ?
15. point out five things about the person who tagged you
He's Amirul Mukmin
He's a boy
He was a debater
He is currently doing A-level
16. eight things i’m passionate about
Diri sendiri kali lapan. I am self-obsessed. *ya allah penatnya aku jawab tag ni
17. eight books i have read recently
18. eight songs i’ve been listening over and over again
Kejap.I'll dig into my music folder and will tell ya later.
19. eight things i learned this year
You can not get everything that you want(darab lapan)
20. persons you tag
Monday, 8 December 2008
1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Minah ini is my sister.The one who forced me to do this.
2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
*Perasan suara sedap
*Weird face expression
*Need to berchantek-chantek wherever she goes.
*Nintendomu amat bergaya
*Loves to think that she caught a fever but the fact that it is very hard for her to catch one
3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
Just now. She sang Ayat-ayat Cinta and thought that she had a voice similar to Rossa's and bragged it to me.*wondering who said so?
4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
Result jangan jadi Buah Dada,Buah Dada.She said it out loud in front of my college at the evening when lotsa people were exercising,strolling,etc which was very embarassing
5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
muntah ijo*Geli ah.Luar Tabii.
6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
dispose all her make-up items.HAHAHA
7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on his/her..
singing skill*but then again,munta ijo
8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..
stupid sisterly quarrels.bukan sebab gaduh rebut laki like Dad used to say.tak kuasa.*enemy sementara je lagi pun
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
10. The overall impression of him/her is..
she is sengal but I love her still
11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
people i do not know very well will say I am shy and stuck-up.
12. The character of you for yourself is?
Now? Emo it is. and I do not know why.
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Oh?Being emo.cepat kau pergi aku benci
14. The most ideal person that you wanne be is
Harry Potter..Berangan-anagan ada magic wand and will curse those I hate.Muahaha.Kijam kijam
15. For the people who likes you, say something about them?
Jom makan. Aku belanja, korang bayar sendiri-sendiri
16. 10 people to tag?
2. Lani*though other people already asked her to do this. Tapi suka hati I la
3. Cuki*mana anda hilang?
4. Huda Nikpa
7. Una Zainal
10. Amirul Mukmin
17. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
Go ask her yourself.Pak Arab mana tah rasanya.HAHAHAH
18. Is no. 6 a male or female?
This Ikan Riang is a female.
19. If no. 3 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing?
I do not know.Maybe yes.Maybe not.Depend on their mood, I think.
20. How about no. 5 and no 6?
Tepuk tampar.Since no 3 and no 5 tak boleh tepuk tampar.Harooom
21. What is no. 1 studying about?
22. Is no. 4 single?
If not, I think she is married.Ngeh3
23. Say something about no. 3.
Bergembira di rumah but never saw him online so far.Ko hilang mana weh?
Angah Nagela, puas hati?
Saturday, 6 December 2008
Aku tak suka la.Benci tahu?Benci sangat-sangat. Why am I having this emotional roller-coaster? Kenapa senang-senang je aku nak marah orang tak tentu pasal? Kenapa ek? Nak kata PMS, aku tak rasa macam tu. In fact, I just had my period. So PMS will be out of question. I felt like throwing things, shouting at others, locking myself in my room etc. Air mata pun senang je tumpah. Buruk la. And since when I am turning into a sensitive aunty? I am very sure I will fail the psychology test if I take one today. Haha. Siap ada tahap kemurungan tinggi lagi, I tell you.
Well, I made a few kawasaki roses today.Yay to me! It has been three days just to master the technique and dozens of origami papers were already wasted. Otak lembab sebab duduk rumah tak buat apa-apa. Thanks to Angah Nagela. She taught me how to do it. Oh, aku visual learner rupa-rupanya. Macik, to tell you the truth I was abit angry with you. No need to know why. I should not be, I know. Tak baik, kan? Sorry-morry dear sister.
I am giving Haziq a silent treatment. I know I should not either but I enjoyed it. Muahahahah.The wonder of having a little brother is too marvellous that I can not even describe it in words. It is even better when he is only 7 years old. Sorry la adek. I know I am not treating you well and you probably sayang me satu ringgit only now. Nevertheless, I love you still. I just don't show it but I am saying it. Nanti bila adek dah besar, dah jadi budak lelaki yang tak merengek-rengek untuk dipanggil Adek, dah tak tidur di celah ketiak ibu ayah, dah tak telefon orang lain sebab nak permainan, dah tak minta orang teman waktu mandi petang sebab dah gelap, dah tak takut nak tengok cerita Conan sendiri, adek baca ni ek--> Achik sayaaaaaaaang adek. Berbillion-billion pound sterling lagi.
Orang katakan dek, marah tandanya sayang. Achik marah tu tandanya Achik sayang la tu. So, lepas ni, akan Achik marah-marah adek selalu. Boleh? Orang katakan bu, gaduh-gaduh waktu kecik-kecik ni takpe sebab nanti dah besar jadi baik. Don't worry about me and Haziq quarelling though the fact that I am eighteen and he is seven. Adik beradik gaduh comel-comel, no need to worry laah. Anyhow , you are a big boy now. I am proud of you. Maybe you are not smart in class(but I think you are. You just wanted to finish that exam earlier than others and bug them, kan? Heard it from the teachers.), you are a one very witty boy. I knew it through your exam papers, one of our sources of home entertainment. I just love you Adek!
Monday, 1 December 2008
I don't know what to write exactly but I do want to write something. I really really do. You know how I want to spend my holidays? I, myself do not know what to do. Mummy is suggesting me to work, earn some money, buy the things I want (walaupun Ibu tak pernah cakap macam ni, tapi deep down, I know it..haha).. Dad on the other hand,"Marilah bekerja bersama saya, bukan untuk saya". Yet I don't mind. I enjoyed being with him as the speed of internet is very walaweh~laju..
Officially, I have already completed my one and a half years in KTT, finished my A-Level, and ended my BTN course last Friday. I will definitely going to miss my days in KTT. Walaupun KTT tu taklah besar, kecik comel aje. But KTT atau pun yang berada dalam KTT tu, thought me a lot of things. I learnt about ukhuwwah. I learnt about forgiving. I learnt about sometimes things are not the way we think it would be. It is not like I have never encounter all these before and learning about them. But here, I mean , there in KTT, it was in a new different dimension I was living in. Hence, I learnt all these in different perspectives. I love being in KTT though at first when I first stepped into it, KTT was a huge dissapointment. Eventually, as time went by, I valued each and every single thing in KTT (yeah, maybe bukan stalaktit stalagmit,tangga bocor and all but I do love KTT. Weird, I know. tapi tak salahkan kita sayang pada tempat kita menuntut ilmu?)
I am going to miss my friends dearly,sorely and sangat-sangatly. The friends that stood by me when I was in my emotional turmoil. Waktu sedih yang terlampau. Homesick pun ada jua. Mungkin kelakar sebab rumah sejengkal dari Sepang tu. The friends that accept me for who I am and being influenced by me..bits by bits. Oh, I see no need to tell you guys what were the things that influenced them. Well, maybe one..the burping occasion. I burped quite aloud but only in front of friends and family.They are not used to it before tapi sekarang semua orang sama je. Malahan, lebih hebat! If I was to say there were no misunderstanding between us, that would be a big fat lie. We did argue with each other and the long-face sessions will start.Haha. Berkat dengan kehebatan Allah yang mengurniakan akal bagi manusia untuk mencipta teknologi yang hebat-hebat, yang tak pernah kita fikirkan sebelum ni (chewah!), we reconciled. SMSes and all. It strenghtens the bond. We might not realised it but somehow it happened.
- Sihatkan diri
- Banyakkan tidur
- Berbual-bual dengan sahabat lama
- Bergiat cergas
- Gaduh dengan Haziq
- Bermesra bersama keluarga
- Merindui masa di kolej =) Betul kata Ayah.