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Sunday, 28 December 2008

Haziq is bored and wishes to go outside and play



this is nice! and dedicated to Mum.. Hohohoho~ and yeah, try to sing-a-long

anyway

selamat pengantin baru, along!

Sunday, 21 December 2008

Berfikiran positif ubat untuk diri

Salaam Alaik

Saya fikir saya perlu untuk update blog ini tapi apakan daya tiada cerita yang menarik untuk dikongsi. Hidup saya buat masa ini hanyalah bermalas-malasan. Hendak keluar berjalan-jalan. Malas. Membantu ayah bekerja. Malas. Mengecat almari baju. Malas. Berniat kuat untuk membantu ibu. Malas. Ini semua akibat godaan si Syaitoon durjana. Nyah kau dari sini!! Saya mahu bersikap rajin. Mahu bangun awal pagi. Tidak tidur selepas Subuh. Melipat kain yang menggunung. Menyidai dan mengangkat kain tanpa disuruh ibu. Bersenda gurau bersama adik dengan damai. Menyiapkan tugasan yang diberi Ayah. Tidak mensia-siakan waktu siang dengan tidur yang berlebih-lebihan. Terlalu berlebih-lebihan. Melambai-lambai dan memberi kata-kata semangat kepada mereka yang keluar awal pagi untuk berkerja. Tapi Syaitoon... Kau jahat. Kau bersenggayut pada mata aku supaya aku terus lena. Kau jahat. Kau pasakkan pada fikiran aku 30 minit itu sekejap sehingga aku melambat-lambatkan kerja yang sepatutnya aku lakukan dan pekerjaan tergendala ke hari-hari esok. Kau memang jahat.Kau bisik pada telinga aku "Kejap lagi la sidai kain. Kejap lagi la jerang air. Kejap lagi la. Kejap lagi la."

Tapikan syaitoon.. aku tahu sebenarnya bukan kau saje yang patut aku salahkan. Diri aku pun.

Ehem...

Nasib baik saya sedar diri lagi.

Heh..

Saya makhluk yang hebat kan? Hebat memberi alasan. Hebat mencari alasan. Hebat menyalahkan makhluk lain untuk mengadakan sesebuah alasan. *tapi syaitoon memang suka mengacau hidup. Sunnatullah sebenarnya.

Saya mahu berubah! Malam ini, saya akan cuba untuk tidur awal dan bangun awal untuk keesokan harinya. Malam ini, akan saya tanamkan niat untuk melakukan kerja-kerja yang banyak tergendala. Separuh daripada kerja-kerja tersebut pun, jadilah. Malam ini, saya tidak akan melayari website ini dan ini.*tidak-tidak.bukan niat saya untuk mempromosikan laman-laman web ini.

Mungkinkah ini angan-angan saya yang bakal menjadi kenyataan? Atau azam yang tidak kesampaian untuk bulan terakhir tahun ini dan akan dianjakkan menjadi azam tahun hadapan?

Ya Tuhan, semoga saya tabah menghadapi godaan syaitan!


Gambar ini sekadar hiasan buat penyeri hari mereka yang bosan.

Papai~

p/s: Selamat hari jadi buat Izzati Nadzrin. Semoga pertambahan umur seiring dengan pertambahan berat badan serta kematangan fikiran. Semoga dirahmati dan dimurahkan rezeki selalu. Saya amat berharap dia melompat-lompat dan bertandang ke blog saya.

p/p/s: Buat kakak pertama, email kamu kepada ayah telah saya baca. Ayah bertanya adakah ada udang di sebalik mee ataupun tulus dari hati?*mungkin kerana timing yang kurang bersesuaian. Telah saya jawabkan, itu datang dari hati kamu yang ikhlas mengingati Ayah yang penat bekerja demi keluarga tercinta. Sungguh, adikmu baikkan? Maka, sila ingat pada beliau ketika bercuti. Muehehehe.

Monday, 15 December 2008

Ini kerja gila

and I do not expect anyone to read this. Tapi saya adalah budak baik yang tidak ingin menghampakan harapan orang lain, maka saya menjawab soalan-soalan ini.Haih~

01. What have you been doing recently?


Makan

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Sure thing.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?

Dalam tandas.

04. When did you last cry?

The other day, I think

05. Believe in fate/destiny?

Yes

06. What do you want in your life right now?

too many to list them down

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

Neither.I will stay at home and sleep

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?

Obviously, the tilam

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

Pants

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

which inbox? phone or email?

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

Complicated as in?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

No

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Bolt. Rhino is cute

14. What are you proud of?

Now? The reporter who threw his shoe at Bush.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

Again.which inbox?

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Makhluk paling seksi along with A.Nagela and Haziq

17.Do you have any nicknames?

Yes

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

11pm or so

20. Are you currently happy?

Yes

21. Who gives you best advice?

Parents

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

No

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

Dad

24. Is anything bugging you right now?

Yes

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Dad

26.Do you wear toe socks?

yes

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

Dunno

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?

Yes

29. What annoys you most in a person?



30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

Oh?belambak

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

No

32. What is the colour of your room?

Purple

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

No

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?

Sometimes

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

Me

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

Mum

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

Mum

38. Do you have a life?

Yes

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?

No

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

I have none

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Can't remember

42. Last time you smiled?

Tadi

43. Have you changed this year?

I hope so

44. What are you listening right now?

None

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

Yes

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

Open

47. Is there a quote you live by?

Yes

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

BanyaKKk

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

Yes

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

Dunno

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

TV

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

Love life as in?

53. What song best describe your love life?

Aku da bosan

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

Entah.

55. Who always make you laugh?

Anyone

56. Do you speak other language other than English

Yes

57. favourite website(s)?

None

58. What's your middle name?

None

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

sleep

60. What do you think you are like?

Human?

61. Who will you choose to die with?

tak mahu pilih

62. Where have you been today?

nowhere

63. What game do you play often?

sims 2

64. Who are you missing right now?

Too many. Bias to list them down.

65. If you have to choose between friend and loves, who will you choose?

It depends

66. What are you doing right now?

This?

67. Which primary school are you from?

SRI ABIM Seremban...

68. Name 3 colours that you like?

Red,green,black


69. What emotion you like to show?

Happy

70. What is your life to you?

everything?

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Curse them

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

None

73. Who do you admire most?

Muhammad

74. Which month are you born in?

March

75. How are you feeling right now?

Penat

76. What is the time now?

11am

77. what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

Sisterly

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?

Rainbow.Haha.

79. Why are you doing this test?

I am nice..ngaha

80. What do you do when you're moody?

Mencuka

81. At which age you wish to get married?

25 or 26

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?

It depends

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?

Ada ustaz kata, kalau nak mati kita mesti teruskan belajar.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

Parents


85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Duh?

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

Everything that I wish for become true <-- MY WISH

87. What is your goal for this year?

Pass A-Level.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

Yes

89. What feeling do you love most?

Happiness

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

Yes

91.What feeling you hate the most?

Anger

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Yes

93. Do you believe in God?

Yes

94. Who cares for you most?

Family and friends

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Everything

96. What will you bring when you fight?

Doa

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?

None so far

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

Sad

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

Bunuh dia

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?

had enough of this. I won't be doing any tags after this.

Friday, 12 December 2008

tadek title

Salaam

tag yang penat nak jawab

Here are the rules ;

1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.

Female
Not a male
Not a hermaphrodite
Never undergoes reconstructive surgery before
Went to kindergarten
Went to school
Currently having fun at home

3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.

Tak tahu. Nak tahu, pergi tanya orang lain.

4. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.

i do not want to tag people.boleh?rules are bound to be broken, aren't they?

5. Link the person who tagged you.

Budak ini

6. Leave a comment for each blogger.

No comment*bajet seperti selebriti-selebriti yang meng"diss"kan reporter.huheh.Saya rasa glamourous.

01. what is the most important thing in your life ?
Family

02. what is the last thing you bought with your own money
Asam which was way too masam

03. where do you wish to get married ?
Atas bulan. Buat rekod dunia.

04. how old do you think you will get permanently owned by your lover ?
Entah.

05. are you in love ?
Yes, dengan diri sendiri. Haha. Self-obsession, I like.
,
06. where was the last restaurant you had dinner at ?
Just now, RNK satay

07. name the latest book you bought ?
Shin Chan. If comics are included to be books.

08. what is your full name ?
Nurnawwar Ramalan

09. do you prefer mother or father?
Soalan sensitif. but I love them both.

10. name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time?
Himawari

11. christina or britney?
Nawa, boleh?

12. do you do your own laundry?
Have to if not at home

13. the most exciting place you want to go?
Angah Nagela's room.There are many hidden treasure from Akak Lily's time.muehehe

14. hugs or kisses ?
dedua

15. point out five things about the person who tagged you

He's old
He's Amirul Mukmin
He's a boy
He was a debater
He is currently doing A-level

16. eight things i’m passionate about
Diri sendiri kali lapan. I am self-obsessed. *ya allah penatnya aku jawab tag ni

17. eight books i have read recently
Sibuk apsal?

18. eight songs i’ve been listening over and over again
Kejap.I'll dig into my music folder and will tell ya later.

19. eight things i learned this year
You can not get everything that you want(darab lapan)

20. persons you tag
nobody

Monday, 8 December 2008

Eid Mubarak!!!

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

Minah ini is my sister.The one who forced me to do this.

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

*Perasan suara sedap

*Weird face expression

*Need to berchantek-chantek wherever she goes.

*Nintendomu amat bergaya

*Loves to think that she caught a fever but the fact that it is very hard for her to catch one

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.

Just now. She sang Ayat-ayat Cinta and thought that she had a voice similar to Rossa's and bragged it to me.*wondering who said so?

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?

Result jangan jadi Buah Dada,Buah Dada.She said it out loud in front of my college at the evening when lotsa people were exercising,strolling,etc which was very embarassing

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..

muntah ijo*Geli ah.Luar Tabii.

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..

dispose all her make-up items.HAHAHA

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on his/her..

singing skill*but then again,munta ijo

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..

stupid sisterly quarrels.bukan sebab gaduh rebut laki like Dad used to say.tak kuasa.*enemy sementara je lagi pun

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

Jom karaoke.

10. The overall impression of him/her is..

she is sengal but I love her still

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

people i do not know very well will say I am shy and stuck-up.

12. The character of you for yourself is?

Now? Emo it is. and I do not know why.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

Oh?Being emo.cepat kau pergi aku benci

14. The most ideal person that you wanne be is

Harry Potter..Berangan-anagan ada magic wand and will curse those I hate.Muahaha.Kijam kijam

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them?

Jom makan. Aku belanja, korang bayar sendiri-sendiri

16. 10 people to tag?

1. Ayu Amiza

2. Lani*though other people already asked her to do this. Tapi suka hati I la

3. Cuki*mana anda hilang?

4. Huda Nikpa

5. AinRos

6. Fado

7. Una Zainal

8. Pekot

9. Yatitot

10. Amirul Mukmin

17. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?

Go ask her yourself.Pak Arab mana tah rasanya.HAHAHAH

18. Is no. 6 a male or female?

This Ikan Riang is a female.

19. If no. 3 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing?

I do not know.Maybe yes.Maybe not.Depend on their mood, I think.

20. How about no. 5 and no 6?

Tepuk tampar.Since no 3 and no 5 tak boleh tepuk tampar.Harooom

21. What is no. 1 studying about?

Medicine

22. Is no. 4 single?

If not, I think she is married.Ngeh3

23. Say something about no. 3.

Bergembira di rumah but never saw him online so far.Ko hilang mana weh?


Angah Nagela, puas hati?


Saturday, 6 December 2008

Hari rambut kusut masai. Sila cukur jadi botak.

Salaam Alaik,

Erm..


Aku tak suka la.Benci tahu?Benci sangat-sangat. Why am I having this emotional roller-coaster? Kenapa senang-senang je aku nak marah orang tak tentu pasal? Kenapa ek? Nak kata PMS, aku tak rasa macam tu. In fact, I just had my period. So PMS will be out of question. I felt like throwing things, shouting at others, locking myself in my room etc. Air mata pun senang je tumpah. Buruk la. And since when I am turning into a sensitive aunty? I am very sure I will fail the psychology test if I take one today. Haha. Siap ada tahap kemurungan tinggi lagi, I tell you.

Well, I made a few kawasaki roses today.Yay to me! It has been three days just to master the technique and dozens of origami papers were already wasted. Otak lembab sebab duduk rumah tak buat apa-apa. Thanks to Angah Nagela. She taught me how to do it. Oh, aku visual learner rupa-rupanya. Macik, to tell you the truth I was abit angry with you. No need to know why. I should not be, I know. Tak baik, kan? Sorry-morry dear sister.


One of my pretty roses.

I am giving Haziq a silent treatment. I know I should not either but I enjoyed it. Muahahahah.The wonder of having a little brother is too marvellous that I can not even describe it in words. It is even better when he is only 7 years old. Sorry la adek. I know I am not treating you well and you probably sayang me satu ringgit only now. Nevertheless, I love you still. I just don't show it but I am saying it. Nanti bila adek dah besar, dah jadi budak lelaki yang tak merengek-rengek untuk dipanggil Adek, dah tak tidur di celah ketiak ibu ayah, dah tak telefon orang lain sebab nak permainan, dah tak minta orang teman waktu mandi petang sebab dah gelap, dah tak takut nak tengok cerita Conan sendiri, adek baca ni ek--> Achik sayaaaaaaaang adek. Berbillion-billion pound sterling lagi.

Orang katakan dek, marah tandanya sayang. Achik marah tu tandanya Achik sayang la tu. So, lepas ni, akan Achik marah-marah adek selalu. Boleh? Orang katakan bu, gaduh-gaduh waktu kecik-kecik ni takpe sebab nanti dah besar jadi baik. Don't worry about me and Haziq quarelling though the fact that I am eighteen and he is seven. Adik beradik gaduh comel-comel, no need to worry laah. Anyhow , you are a big boy now. I am proud of you. Maybe you are not smart in class(but I think you are. You just wanted to finish that exam earlier than others and bug them, kan? Heard it from the teachers.), you are a one very witty boy. I knew it through your exam papers, one of our sources of home entertainment. I just love you Adek!

Dah besar dah kamu. Rasa baru hari tu tengok muka kamu yang kelakar sebab teran berak.

chow~

p/s: Takziah pada mangsa tanah runtuh. My prayers are with you. Al-Fatihah.

Monday, 1 December 2008

I sincerely bid farewell to you

Salaam Alaik

I don't know what to write exactly but I do want to write something. I really really do. You know how I want to spend my holidays? I, myself do not know what to do. Mummy is suggesting me to work, earn some money, buy the things I want (walaupun Ibu tak pernah cakap macam ni, tapi deep down, I know it..haha).. Dad on the other hand,"Marilah bekerja bersama saya, bukan untuk saya". Yet I don't mind. I enjoyed being with him as the speed of internet is very walaweh~laju..

Officially, I have already completed my one and a half years in KTT, finished my A-Level, and ended my BTN course last Friday. I will definitely going to miss my days in KTT. Walaupun KTT tu taklah besar, kecik comel aje. But KTT atau pun yang berada dalam KTT tu, thought me a lot of things. I learnt about ukhuwwah. I learnt about forgiving. I learnt about sometimes things are not the way we think it would be. It is not like I have never encounter all these before and learning about them. But here, I mean , there in KTT, it was in a new different dimension I was living in. Hence, I learnt all these in different perspectives. I love being in KTT though at first when I first stepped into it, KTT was a huge dissapointment. Eventually, as time went by, I valued each and every single thing in KTT (yeah, maybe bukan stalaktit stalagmit,tangga bocor and all but I do love KTT. Weird, I know. tapi tak salahkan kita sayang pada tempat kita menuntut ilmu?)


I'll be missing all these.mr zaini.continous pranks.lectures.tangga 4.heh.

I am going to miss my friends dearly,sorely and sangat-sangatly. The friends that stood by me when I was in my emotional turmoil. Waktu sedih yang terlampau. Homesick pun ada jua. Mungkin kelakar sebab rumah sejengkal dari Sepang tu. The friends that accept me for who I am and being influenced by me..bits by bits. Oh, I see no need to tell you guys what were the things that influenced them. Well, maybe one..the burping occasion. I burped quite aloud but only in front of friends and family.They are not used to it before tapi sekarang semua orang sama je. Malahan, lebih hebat! If I was to say there were no misunderstanding between us, that would be a big fat lie. We did argue with each other and the long-face sessions will start.Haha. Berkat dengan kehebatan Allah yang mengurniakan akal bagi manusia untuk mencipta teknologi yang hebat-hebat, yang tak pernah kita fikirkan sebelum ni (chewah!), we reconciled. SMSes and all. It strenghtens the bond. We might not realised it but somehow it happened.


Korang..ampun maaf dipinta kalau ada salah silap .

Now, I am back at home. No more KTT. No more,maybe. Unless I am called to do the Kursus Intensif which I am hoping that I will.

  • Sihatkan diri
  • Banyakkan tidur
  • Berbual-bual dengan sahabat lama
  • Bergiat cergas
  • Gaduh dengan Haziq
  • Bermesra bersama keluarga



  1. Merindui masa di kolej =) Betul kata Ayah.


Papai all~

Papai KTT

Monday, 3 November 2008

helo

today is 3rd november

I am going to do a very quick update here as I am off to pick my food at the cafe as my tummy is grumbling and asking for food!!

today is the last class we had with Mr Zaini

To Mr Zaini..

we love to be in your class

though at times,

we dozed off unintentionally

We really do hope we'll score in this upcoming Physics exam!!

Sunday, 5 October 2008

ada apa dengan nama?

Salaam Alaik

What is in a name, really? This reminds me of Barney's song I used to watch. Hey, I watched Barney, ok? He may not be cute or fluffy or hugable but heck, I like him. One of the kids in Barney's show is cute. I like him too. Heh. Anyhow, the thing about name is .. some people thinks that name is not important. It is just a label that you wear everyday and does not really show the real you. I do not think so. What I think is.. name is a humongous part in your life.


Name is a part of daily prayer. Trust me. When everyday people calling you up, Orang Gila for instance, you are going to be one. So, that is why we need to choose proper nicknames. I do not get it sometimes why people like to shorten up their names or having another names that are totally unlike their original names. Say, her name is Amirah. and her friends called her Tipah. Get what I mean? If we want to choose a nickname, make sure it has a good proper meaning. Well, it is impossible to have a good meaning in every single languange there is in this world but at least a proper one in Arabic for instance.I mean those who are Muslims. Hey, Arabic is the languange of heaven. So, no questions here.

I like my name. Nurnawwar. Glowing light. More or less like that. I am fine people calling me Nawwar or Nawa. Nona is a bit weird. But still it has meaning. It means The Ninth, not in A rabic obviously though.It is in from Old English derived from Latin, it said. Nawa means niat or intention. So I am fine with it. Hence Nawa Baek is born. I knew we never say Baik as in Ba-eek, right? So literally, Nawa Baek means good intention. Combinations of both Malay and Arabic. It is actually a small prayer from anyone dropping by this blog too. Thank you for the du'a though you may not realise you just did pray on my behalf.Heh. I thank you again. Nawabaek is not simply saying that I am good or whatsoever. No..no.. It is a prayer like what i wrote just now that I want my intentions or my niats to be good.


I have my own media company.



I have my own academy.

See how special Nawa is? Now you know, don't you?

So, parents-to-be. Choose your children name wisely. Do not make it too long till others can find ways to shorten it up till it becomes meaningless. I am going to put my children names short and simple, if I ever have them one day. Insya Allah

Till then~

Friday, 3 October 2008

Of Syawal 1429H

Salaam Alaik~

Eid Mubarak to all friends and families out there. 1001 apologies for any wrongdoings that have been done by me either conciously, sub conciously or not as in this 18 years of living. May Allah accept our deeds in the holy month of Ramadhan and bless us. Ameen.

I am back at home. Finally. I see Along found out our blogs. A warm welcome here for you. Basically, I have nothing to tell, really. Raya is not that fun anymore. I do not know why. My Raya spirit dampens each and every year. Probably because the family is incomplete. I am missing the old Raya. The nights with takbir, us busy preparing the food for people coming for takbir, sleeping at 2 in the morning, midnight raya movies, very cold morning with that suasana kampung, getting up excitedly and heading to musolla, rushing to KL, went to other people places in big group, questioning why I got less duit raya.... I missed them.I do really missed those days..

The truth...

I miss having my Raya with my sisters. I miss the time when everyone is there.


See our lame attempt to have a Raya picture together? Angah was not there and I am not good at photoshop-ing your picture on this picture. I knew you are good at it. Why don't you try it then? Anyhow, I love you all.

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

Zip A Dee Doo Dah~~

Salaam Alaik everyone.

There are lot of things happening recently in my life but I don't think it is worth to tell the world about it. Enough for only me to know. Plus it was not that interesting that can make your mouth gap in awe or anything. For the sake of writing something, now I am babbling without a clear focus on what to write. Muahaha..

Okay.. Okay.. I am having urm.. what they call it.. a writer's block? Seriously! It is not that I don't want to write any but none came into mind. So instead of pondering what to write, it will be way much better for me to do something else. As this is the blessed month of Ramadhan, maybe there are blessings in disguise. If I am busy updating, or busy reading other blogs as well, I will end up not doing my homeworks etc..etc.. Siapa tahu?

Basically, this Ramadhan is better than the previous one. I do not have the urge to buy anything when I went to Bazaar the other day which is a jolly good thing. I do not overeat too. I had many times before this that I ate till I was bloated and it was very hard to walk or even worse, to sit up straight. I made a resolution not to go to the bazaar anymore as I have no Ramadhan craves or anything of that sorts. It will be a waste of time and money. Right? Yes, I know it is.

This is not in Sepang but it is somewhere in Selangor, I think.

In two weeks, it will be Eidul Fitr. But I am not eager. When Ramadhan is over, all I have to think is all about exams.. exams.. and exams. I talked a lot about exams, didn't I? Well, I have to. It is not lamenting or being grumpy or anything. It is ..how to put it.. urm.. a contant reminder? For me, at least.


Oh yes. May this Raya make me prosper with all the MONEY!!

p/s: I have Iftar Jami'e with my neighbours today. and we are so going to find all the dulang we need!

Tata~

Monday, 1 September 2008

Just what I need

Salaam Alaik

Great! Just great! Ramadhan is here and I thought I can start Ramadhan nicely.. profoundly . But I can't.. for now. After half day of fasting, suddenly I can't. Who am I to complain? At least I can have my lunch after this. Haih~.Well, my tummy is grumbling and start to berkeroncong after knowing the fact that I can't fast. Sep sep with all my sisters too.

Then this blog thingy, Why oh why u lose all my links and comments. Now I have to do them all over again. It is going to take a lot of my time, now. I hate to do them again. It will take me ages to finish them all!!! Maybe later I will. Dad is fetching me this evening, I hope. Tomorrow, she will be going back to Ukraine after missing the supposed flight last Friday. Really, she is actually happy she missed the flight. The reason? She can actually go to Bazaar Ramadhan though the fact that she can't fast.

I really can't wait for this A-Level to end. It is going to be 8-month-long holiday! Muahaha.. Imagine the free time I am going to have. Nicey nice. I can't wait. Woohoo~

p/s: did I ever mention I have my trial exam this wednesday?

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

Memerang comel hendak berhibernasi

Salaam Alaik

I am currently on hiatus

See you soon people with the sun always shine brightly on me hopefuly.

Love you all lots.

And yes,

do pray for me please.

toodles~

Saturday, 12 July 2008

Risau tak sudah

Bismillah and Salaam Alaik

Dad came home yesterday from Indonesia safe and sound. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah for granting my prayers of him coming home safely. It reminded me of the time he was about to be back from his Umrah recently. He was an hour late from the time he was supposed to arrive. I sms-ed him and I got no reply. I called him and yet no one answered me. I called Mom and from the sound of her voice , I knew that she was worried sick. I worried so much that I could not even concentrate in doing my homework. I constantly peeked at my phone, waiting for any calls from home. I called Mom again and we talked and I was trying to console her saying Insya Allah nothing will happen to Dad. Then her voice changed to sunshiney yellow voice. I knew now that Dad was home. Still, it made me restless till I heard Dad's voice. After 10 torturing minutes, I called him again. Only then I could continue my work as usual that night.

What I am trying to say here after so much blabbering is..

Sometimes, we think too much of something. We burden ourselves when nothing really is happening. We are worrying over something that we never knew it will happen or not. Only He knows. We keep on thinking about that thing until we can not do anything else. It will be bothersome as we are not being productive by just thinking of it

The moral of the story is..

Tawakkal is the best option here. It is when we really really do depend on Him alone after all the efforts and du'a put together. It is hard. Doubts will keep on trying to discontinue our belief in Him. But at least we try than keep on doubting.Right?

Well, today is Saturday. Unfortunately (or should I say fortunately?), we had replacement class for Raya holiday. I envied others who did not have any classes at all. Penat penat penat as my class was from morning till the evening.

I think I am going to have my sleep now. and I hope and pray that Mom Dad Akak and Haziq will come here tomorrow. Tata everyone.

Saturday, 5 July 2008

Kedutan kulit mukamu bertambah

Salaam Alaik

I was asked to do a foot- long birthday dedication for someone in Australia

Should I do it?

Yeah I guess so

SO

here it goes



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I think that is enough. Although it is not a foot long but it is enough, right dear sister?

It seems that Dad's new PC does not have your pics. So, I have to grab this picture instead.

Hehe

I love you!!! Selamat Hari Lahir! Semoga ALLAH berkati dan redhai kamu sentiasa.

Sunday, 29 June 2008

Saya menunggu

in a week, my sister will be back in Malaysia.

I am happy

I am happy

Happy I Am

They asked me,

Awa nak pergi Perth tak?

Of course I do

Tapi..

Tapi..

Saturday, 21 June 2008

Pictures are enough











Haziq,
you surely did break the record of your sisters. my BM is not good enough plus the komodo thingy that has been a laughing stock till now, still i could not "beat" you my dear brother.

Friday, 20 June 2008

I hate the Siamese virus in YM

I hate people being suddenly angry or emo-ish with me without any particular reason. I felt like slapping their face , shaking them and yelled, "GET REAL FOR GOD SAKE"

yet sadly

I am turning into one.

I got emo with everything, everyone around me... for the time being. I guess it's the PMS kicking in. but still i hate to be one with uncontrolled temper. The whole day my mood swing has not been very good. I simply could not keep my temper. I cursed badly to the computer, luckily there were no one around listening to me cursing all the way with foul words. I could not believe myself for it, later when I am in the reflecting mood. Mulut jahat hari ini. I lost my temper so suddenly to Mum. I am sorry my dear Mummy. I did not know why I raised my voice and answered your questions with a slightly irritated tone. I really am sorry. I yelled at Haziq a couple of times today. I yelled at him because he asked me to do Roti Telur. I am sorry too dear brother. Dad is not around today. He went out apparently. If not, bertambah lagi dosa aku.

I hope my sorry state is only for today. I do not want to turn into an emo person. It will be disastrous.

Maybe I am bored.
Maybe I am a bit off today.
Maybe a screw get loose in my head
Maybe~
Maybe~

which reminds me of Annie's Maybe.



I changed to black. No, I am not mourning.... probably I am with the sorry state in Malaysia, with all those price hikes, with Pak Lah yang kononnya nak turun tapi tak turun-turun, with so many things, I guess.

I hope tomorrow is all sunshine for me. Who knows tomorrow I might change the template into bright yellow sunshine?






oh wait

i feel like cursing again

bodoh punya blogger aku nak letak gambar kau tak bagi apasal ha?

ehem..
pardon my faulty language.

rumah pangsa is not up to Haziq's standard apparently. An apartment does. No, it seems "apakman" does.

Wednesday, 18 June 2008

Sleek and Selebet

Salaam Alaik

I followed Dad to his new office today. On the way there,we met Edward,the person who rented the previous office to settle some matters. I saw for the first time in my 18 year old life, a real IPhone. It was damn nice, I tell you. It was sleek with big screen, very thin with a very big 8G of memory . My oh my. He let me played with it for some time. Gila best lah!! IPhone is coming to Malaysia soon. Apple already launched IPhone in Singapore. I can't wait. Even Dad can't wait too after seeing the real thing. Plus it will cost about 199usd which is about rm650+.

Introducing iPhone 3G. With fast 3G wireless technology, GPS mapping, support for enterprise features like Microsoft Exchange, and the new App Store, iPhone 3G puts even more features at your fingertips. And like the original iPhone, it combines three products in one — a revolutionary phone, a widescreen iPod, and a breakthrough Internet device with rich HTML email and a desktop-class web browser. iPhone 3G. It redefines what a mobile phone can do — again.source
So peeps, embrace yourselves. Dont rush yourselves buying a new phone. IPhone is coming to our shores and my oh my I CANT WAIT!!!

On our wayback home, we picked Haziq up from school. How selebet and comot he was. In fact most of the schoolchildren were. I was. with my tudung being beautifully smeared with sambal or kari, and my baju kurung crumpled to a very artful design. I bet most of you were selebet those days too. Please do not try to deny it.

He asked Dad to increase his allowance from rm1.5 to rm2.5 The reason? He is always hungry when school is finished. He needs rm1 for fried rice, rm1 for nuggets and another 50cent for his drinks. He has been justifying this for quite some time and I just hope that Dad won't increase it.

It was only 8.30pm. He slept while eating. He is so like Oga. or rather Oga is like him?

Tata.

Saturday, 14 June 2008

What really happened

I am tired.

With so many exams for these two months, I am officially stating that I am really really tired.


But now I am back home. Lazying around. Since Mommy got a new car already, both of us can go "walk-walk eat air". I passed the chance to go for reunion and meeting my friends. I just want to be home. To sleep on my bed. To eat on Mommy's table. To play with Oga. To provoke Haziq until I, myself get mad. To help Mommy (oh how I wish I am rajin enough). To see Dad off to work and welcome him home. To sit in front of the computer and watch any Asian drama, be it korean japanese or taiwanese. To buy SRK's movies and watch it alone. To eat all those chocolates , nut and dates Dad just bought. There are just so many things I wish to do for this only one week break. Lots and lots of things. But I am lazy to do anything. Haih~


Exam months were tiring, yes that was true but there were lots of things happening around me during that time. Alhamdullilah.. a friend of mine converted into Islam about 2 weeks ago. All of us are so happy to receive a new sister. There were mixes of feelings when she told me and my housemates about it. I felt sad and at the same time very happy too. She is a nice person. A very nice person. Even before she became a Muslim, she knew lots of things about Islam. I was very impressed knowing her knowledge about Islam. I never thought such things could happen to my very own friend. My very own classmate. A day after she say the Syahadah, she decided to start wearing tudung.


I was glad. She came by to my apartment complete with long-sleeves t-shirt, tudung that was pinned at the front covering her front side and socks to cover her feet.She came down to Musolla to perform prayers with us. This was the most joyous occasion I ever had this second semester. I hope many of my friends whether Muslim or non-Muslim are granted with Taufik and Hidayah from The Almighty. Insya Allah. May Allah bless us all, Ameen.

Another amusing story, I think is, two of my college students are getting married soon after they graduated from A-level. Last Friday they graduated. I think they are busy getting permission and settling all those marriage thingies. Since both of them are the only Muslims heading to western country, many of us think that is a brilliant decision.

Plus, they had things going on before deciding to get married. So, we think that is fine.We never saw them hold hands and get close, I mean really close to each other, meeting at night in the darkest place, girl sitting on boy's lap or whatsoever that we can see college couples usually been doing. They are somewhat the bersih suci kind of couple. I think nineteen is too young to get married but I think both of them had their reasons and believe that this is the best for both. Seriously, I am impressed with the decision. Yelah, kahwin bukan boleh buat main. Anyhow, I wish both of you the best and insya allah kekal sampai anak cucu.

Peeps, I got a new bedspread which is RED in colour. No ..no .. I am not trying to be another Kak Red in the making. It is just that the colour is nicey nice. Sesuai dengan jiwa dan naluri keperempuanan ku. Keh keh keh. Oh yeah, Mommy and I went for some windowshopping just now. We looked at the wristwatches. One of the watches has the same exact design as my cheapskate 10ringgit watch. Haha. Kelakar kan?

Okie dokie..

Tata all..

p/s: Angah, have you been to the city centre? I am eager Ok..very eager.