I hate people being suddenly angry or emo-ish with me without any particular reason. I felt like slapping their face , shaking them and yelled, "GET REAL FOR GOD SAKE"
I am turning into one.
I got emo with everything, everyone around me... for the time being. I guess it's the PMS kicking in. but still i hate to be one with uncontrolled temper. The whole day my mood swing has not been very good. I simply could not keep my temper. I cursed badly to the computer, luckily there were no one around listening to me cursing all the way with foul words. I could not believe myself for it, later when I am in the reflecting mood. Mulut jahat hari ini. I lost my temper so suddenly to Mum. I am sorry my dear Mummy. I did not know why I raised my voice and answered your questions with a slightly irritated tone. I really am sorry. I yelled at Haziq a couple of times today. I yelled at him because he asked me to do Roti Telur. I am sorry too dear brother. Dad is not around today. He went out apparently. If not, bertambah lagi dosa aku.
I hope my sorry state is only for today. I do not want to turn into an emo person. It will be disastrous.
Maybe I am bored.
Maybe I am a bit off today.
Maybe a screw get loose in my head
which reminds me of Annie's Maybe.
I changed to black. No, I am not mourning.... probably I am with the sorry state in Malaysia, with all those price hikes, with Pak Lah yang kononnya nak turun tapi tak turun-turun, with so many things, I guess.
I hope tomorrow is all sunshine for me. Who knows tomorrow I might change the template into bright yellow sunshine?
i feel like cursing again
bodoh punya blogger aku nak letak gambar kau tak bagi apasal ha?
pardon my faulty language.