cynical but always hopeful: I sincerely bid farewell to you

Salaam Alaik

I don't know what to write exactly but I do want to write something. I really really do. You know how I want to spend my holidays? I, myself do not know what to do. Mummy is suggesting me to work, earn some money, buy the things I want (walaupun Ibu tak pernah cakap macam ni, tapi deep down, I know it..haha).. Dad on the other hand,"Marilah bekerja bersama saya, bukan untuk saya". Yet I don't mind. I enjoyed being with him as the speed of internet is very walaweh~laju..

Officially, I have already completed my one and a half years in KTT, finished my A-Level, and ended my BTN course last Friday. I will definitely going to miss my days in KTT. Walaupun KTT tu taklah besar, kecik comel aje. But KTT atau pun yang berada dalam KTT tu, thought me a lot of things. I learnt about ukhuwwah. I learnt about forgiving. I learnt about sometimes things are not the way we think it would be. It is not like I have never encounter all these before and learning about them. But here, I mean , there in KTT, it was in a new different dimension I was living in. Hence, I learnt all these in different perspectives. I love being in KTT though at first when I first stepped into it, KTT was a huge dissapointment. Eventually, as time went by, I valued each and every single thing in KTT (yeah, maybe bukan stalaktit stalagmit,tangga bocor and all but I do love KTT. Weird, I know. tapi tak salahkan kita sayang pada tempat kita menuntut ilmu?)

I'll be missing all these.mr zaini.continous pranks.lectures.tangga 4.heh.

I am going to miss my friends dearly,sorely and sangat-sangatly. The friends that stood by me when I was in my emotional turmoil. Waktu sedih yang terlampau. Homesick pun ada jua. Mungkin kelakar sebab rumah sejengkal dari Sepang tu. The friends that accept me for who I am and being influenced by me..bits by bits. Oh, I see no need to tell you guys what were the things that influenced them. Well, maybe one..the burping occasion. I burped quite aloud but only in front of friends and family.They are not used to it before tapi sekarang semua orang sama je. Malahan, lebih hebat! If I was to say there were no misunderstanding between us, that would be a big fat lie. We did argue with each other and the long-face sessions will start.Haha. Berkat dengan kehebatan Allah yang mengurniakan akal bagi manusia untuk mencipta teknologi yang hebat-hebat, yang tak pernah kita fikirkan sebelum ni (chewah!), we reconciled. SMSes and all. It strenghtens the bond. We might not realised it but somehow it happened.