Hari Raya Haji..yang seperti tak raya.

Salaam Alaik

So I thought of changing the colour of my blog the other day making it to be white instead of black. Well, it seems that I am hanging on to this colour for quite some time. I am surprised myself too because I used to get bored of this blog of mine punya template. Used to lah. Waktu mula-mula dulu, I changed my template whenever I got the chance but then again, always changing your layout can be quite boring too. Like having no identity. Haha. This is myself talking. Orang lain yang suka tukar-tukar template, jangan terasa. Please do not feel offended.

My raya haji is not that bad though I did not feel raya at all because you see, the six of us went to Bangalore instead of spending our one day holiday in Mysore. It was a crazy day in Bangalore. And I had fun eating rm35o meal there. Haha.

Okeh.

I am not in the mood writing actually though tomorrow I do not have to go to class. Yeay for me!

p/s: My roomie's parents came to Mysore. I was kinda jealous. I wanna go home.

p/p/s: My sister mailed her itinerary of going back to Malaysia. I was kinda jealous. I wanna go home.

p/p/p/s: Everyone is going back to Malaysia. I was kinda jealous. I wanna go home.

Lepas tengok cerita sisterhood of traveling pants, tetiba emosi. Haha

Salaam Alaik

I miss my sisters. My blood sisters. One is busy working her butt off and I heard that she lost some weight due to the hectic of being a doctor without any help from Herbalife or whatsover and the other one is probably finishing up her exam? or busy studying? I called her the other day but she could not hear me. Never mind. I will try again next time. She is currently off the net now. I did not know why. Maybe because of the exams.. I don't know.

I miss the two of them

I miss the night YM-ing with them

I miss the webcams

I miss the silly things that we talked

I miss gossiping with them

I miss having them around

I miss them

Some people who never had any sisters, specifically older sisters think that having one will be a burdensome, a nuisance because you know, sisters tend to bully those below them and make fun of the little ones. Well, I cannot deny that but there are like tonnes of other reasons that will make you love them never the less. You might not realize it at first but as time goes by, as you are not little kids anymore, you'll know. My sisters are good sisters. They are the best. Yeah, we quarreled here and there. Merajuk ngada-ngada sikit here and there but we are good. The carut-carut phase has long gone. Kami dah matang. Ececececeh..

It is just that I want to be back at the time where all of us, the whole family is out on the lawn, sitting on the buaian after dinner talking about stars. Yeah, we talked about stars. Like very ilmiah and intellectual right? Naah.. we talk about so many things. Our goals. Our achievements. Our pride. Our weight. Our height. Anything! I miss those moments. I wish I could turn back time and really hold on to that piece of memory. Remembering how the weather at that time, what clothes we were wearing, what dinner we had just now. I want to remember them and hold on to it. Because who knows when will it happen again..

It is just that I hope both of you are doing OK. Just so you know. I miss you both baaaaadly!

Sangat suwit kan I? Ohohohohohoho

p/s: Ahmad kena air hari tu. Terus Ahmad mati dan terus cuak dan terus sms Ayah. Ayah terus call bagi menenangkan hati. Hahaha.. Tapi Alhamdulillah ajal Ahmad tak panjang. Ahmad pergi tetapi kembali. Terus lagu Rabbani tak valid untuk Ahmad buat masa ni.

Pengajaran 1: Jangan letak cawan penuh dengan air tepi Ahmad.

Pengajaran 2: Reaction time harus cepat. Jangan melopong ternganga-nganga sambil menyebut Aaaa.. when something happens.

I got a feeling..

Memang tonight gonna be a good night!

Salaam Alaik

Gembira rasanya hati

Coklat cair dinikmati

Dah lepas pun exam teori

Boleh bersuka-suki untuk dua hari.

Kalau korang tak reti nyanyi, bukan kanak-kanak zaman 90-an lah korang. I mean, the first two verse only lah opkos. My goodness, eh ada dulu orang tegor, my goodness my goodness Ya Allah lah. Okeh, Ya Allah, it was a relief. A huge relief to me, to finish up my first three theory papers. Yeah, I know.. I know.. Baru exam sekali macam gila dah minah ni. Well, see if you got to rest for eight months practically doing nothing other than expanding your bump,then suddenly, BAM WAM BAM* bunyi apekah tataw..* you need to learn all those stuff. I mean if I can just read it through and do "Oh..like this? Uuuuu.. I see. I never knew that before..Uwah..very menarik. " then it's OK. BUT you need to understand and MEMORIZE like what? the entire book for each subject? And remind me again, how long I have been here exactly? So you see, how can expect me to be as sane as eight months ago?

Tiga subjek je pon.. Keyyyyyyyyycoh~

Senyap ah..

So today all my lovely people, I need some rest. A good rest. A good old movie *yep, old as in Sound Of Music kinda old* will do me some good. Then some sleep. Some good long uninterrupted sleep.Y'know the one that when you wake up without being shaken up by your alarm or anything. Huwaaah.. siiiiiiokknyaaaa!!!!!

After that, I need to get into the mood again and grab some books to start studying again. Berlagak macam orang dah habis exam kan? How I wish I have but I have like, 3 practicals and 3 viva-s to go. And all of them need the power of memory. Whispering and repeating the same words adalah skill terbaik setakat ini. Sila tepuk.

Oleh itu, izinkan saya bersuka-ria terlebih dahulu.

Bahbai all..

bosan penat bosan penat

Salaam Alaik

I do not know what went wrong today. It was all too gloomy and dull. And the weather really do depicts my emotion. *cewah. aku bersastera kau.* I did not find any interest with study. Who finds it interesting anyway? Maybe those intellectual nerds find it so but not me. At least, not for today as for the other day I found it very interesting to read about Colon. And relating it with your everyday life is sure fun fun fun!

Back to the story, what is happening to me now? Is it the home sickness getting to me again? Most definitely think so. I am looking forward to end this exam. My God! This is only internal assessment for goodness sake. No where near final yet but then I am acting like this. What the heck is wrong with me? I realised that I am whining too much lately especially in this blog. What to do.. what to do..

Am I depressed?

Sheesh..

No I think I am just mentally tired.

Mental

Mental

Mental

Mental

Mental

Nawa has gone mental

Huhaaaaaaaaa.....

That's all

Thank you very much

p/s: sorry to read about me crapping most of the time. But I excel in crapping anyway. and this is my blog. HAHAHA

p/p/s: notice the frequency of my updates? nampak sangat hidup sangat bosan dengan mengadap buku. haaaaaaaaaaaaah

Tak sangka lagu Alexander Rybak sedap

Salaam Alaik

The meeting with that pacik was proven to be unsuccessful. I can say, dah agak daaaaah. I did not even start on the purpose of meeting him that evening and he babbled all the way already. Dahlah mendapat bantuan dari sahabat terbaik pulak tuh. Haish.Ingat senang-senang ke I maw berjumpa dengan u hah? Again, all of us have to put up a pretentious front.Y'know the innocent looks that were pasted on each one of us. Haha. I wish I could put it up over here. Mesti semua akan angguk-angguk tanda setuju. I think we were all darn good in acting. Bravo all! And so, here am I willing to accept the fate of having to stay for another year here. I don't want to complain but I have my own reasons on why I did so, mister. Takpelah.. maybe there is a better one for us.

Next week I will be having exam. Like always, when people are messing up their head, they tend to do unnecessary things. That is what I am currently doing. Ada kerja yang patut dibuat tapi tengok, sibuk menaip kat sini. Yeah well, it is a part of easing myself after hours of burying my face under the books. Heh.

And so, when can I book the tickets eh? Really looking forward to go back. tapi pacik pembantu gubesar dengan angkuhnya berkata takde cuti. Tipu punya pacik. Orang lain kata ada. Kau kata takde. Cis.. cis.. cis..

Oklah all. Gudbai. I need to study macam budak baik.

p/s: Try to search Alexander Rybak. Abaikan ekspresi muka beliau ketika menyanyi but I think his songs are alright though the lyrics for Fairytale are a bit weird and funny. Fareed and I heart Rybak (letak la gamba love2 kat sini.ahahahahah)

Pacik2 ngan Macik2 kat belakang ni dah bunyi dah...

Salaam Alaik

Mummy told me last night not to keep too much of a high hope regarding something I talked about with her over the YM. I guess Mummy is right. I was so excited about something and in split seconds all hopes shattered,all right. Maybe that thing is destined not to be ours. Maybe there is another one, a better one for us. Maybe.. Maybe (menung jejauh duduk tupang dagu sambil nyanyi lagu Annie - Maybe) I should just wait for the best to come. Harap-harap begitulah.

Anyhow, good news! Negri Sembilan won Piala Malaysia!!!!!!!!!! Good for them. I have been praying hard for you guys to win. Menipu gila. I did not even know that there was football last night. But if I am at home, it must be nice. Since I will be watching the game with Dad and Mum and Haziq. And we will all be together shrieking and jumping whenever someone managed to score a goal. Seronoknyaa...

Now, I am missing home. Eee...ngengadalah.

But it was kinda nice really to see the opposing time with a HUUUUGE number of fans cheering them and the team lost eventually. Haha. Gila jahat. Especially if the fans made a riot or something that was no where nice to hear or see. It is like, Weh Malu Weh. Dah la aku membising. Pastu aku jatuh kerusi.. kinda situation. Anyhow, let just leave it to that. I don't wanna have anyone with semangat kenegerian bashing me up later. Ambil yang keruh..eh silap. Buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih. Yang sudah tu sudah le.. ecececeh..

Tomorrow I will be having classes, as usual. And on the evening I want to meet this one pakcik. Okeh all, pray hard this pakcik will have a soft spot for us though it is very very very unlikely he will. But anyway, let us pray hard.

Maghrib sudeyh. Kita pergi solat, jom!

Adakah ini yang dikatakan Diarrhoea?

Salaam Alaik

I have a stomach ache. I have been to the toilet 3 times already. And it is only 10 in the morning. I have been to the toilet for 6 times yesterday. Which were only for one purpose. Haih. Perut...mengapa lambat memberi reaksi terhadap makanan sini? If awal-awal dulu, I can acceptlah. But why now eh perut? Waaaaaiiii? Bukan sepatutnyakan perut, kau dah berasimiliasi dengan makanan sini tapi kenapa kau nak menggedik-gedik bunyi kiokk..kiokkk kuat-kuat dengan motility action yang aktif waktu-waktu sekarang? Nasib baik minggu ni takde kelas teori. No need to sit for three hours silently whilst clutching my tummy and dreading if anyone hears the kiook..kiookk sound.

But I must say, goodberigud to myself since I have been bragging to my friends about how good my stomach is. So suddenly, not reaching 12 hours of bragging bliss, I have this.

And another problem, I have trouble waking up early in the morning. How? How? I am really desperate to wake up early in the morn. I want to wake up at 430 since subuh will be at 5.. Anyone got any ideas on how to wake up early? I googled for it already but it produced quite a disappointing result. Banyak keluar tips orang Indon je. Pastu semua sama like kopi pes camtuh. I wanna have something that I can practice. Like smiling as soon as you wake up. That one I like. But that one got nothing to do with waking up early in the morning! I used to wake up early back in school and college days but I did not understand why I am incapable of doing it now. I set my alarm to Andaiku Tahu by Ungu. Yelah, dia punya lirik kan macam menikam jiwa sikit. Yet, tak berkesanlah.. HOW??!!

Aiyoh..depresilah begini.

Masalah tak dapat stadi dah selesai. Lihatlah lampu bergaya ini. Bukan imitasi. Hahaha

Hari ni hari malas.Bukan hari-hari malas ke?

Salaam Alaik

Have you had any feeling to curse anyone? Well I do. Especially today.

Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Double, double, toil and trouble
Something wicked this way comes.

Eye of newt and toe of frog,
Wool of bat and tongue of dog,
Adder's fork and blind-worm's sting,
Lizard's leg and howlet's wing.

Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Double, double, toil and trouble
Something wicked this way comes.

In the cauldron boil and bake,
Fillet of a fenny snake,
Scale of dragon, tooth of wolf,
Witches' mummy, maw and gulf.
Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble

Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Something wicked this way comes

Sumpah takde kerja kan?

On a supposedly lazy Sunday afternoon, I am being rajin.Ohoho

Salaam Alaik

I hate when laziness come and attack but when I am having a slight rajin and awesome feeling to study, lights will go off. Not literally speaking but it is true. Bila dah ada semangat nak belajar kan, tetiba je, waktu tu lah dia nak ketiadaan eletrik. This past two weeks, the condition were very bad. Power outages are like so often, two to three hours in a day. Gilalah. Dahlah panas sekarang ni. Waktu malam je pulak selalu tu. Usually there will be urm.. cursing right after the light went off but lately, I am used to it. Maybe. It will be just like.. "Aaaaaaargh... kenapaaaaa??!!" kinda sort of thing.

Exams will be in two weeks. Cuak..cuak.. There are so many things to read and informations need to be chucked in inside my brain. Kena buat brain exercise lah begini.

And the leaves on the tree outside my windows are starting to turn brown already. Three months here and still counting on the days I am surviving. Blergh.. want to go home.

p/s: dearest Apdal and Cuki (agaga..dearest..garu-garu tekak), well, I had fun talking to you guys by the way. Dah lama tak konperens cakap benda-benda ngarut though for only a short period of time. May Allah bless the two of you.