I hate the Siamese virus in YM

I hate people being suddenly angry or emo-ish with me without any particular reason. I felt like slapping their face , shaking them and yelled, "GET REAL FOR GOD SAKE"

yet sadly

I am turning into one.

I got emo with everything, everyone around me... for the time being. I guess it's the PMS kicking in. but still i hate to be one with uncontrolled temper. The whole day my mood swing has not been very good. I simply could not keep my temper. I cursed badly to the computer, luckily there were no one around listening to me cursing all the way with foul words. I could not believe myself for it, later when I am in the reflecting mood. Mulut jahat hari ini. I lost my temper so suddenly to Mum. I am sorry my dear Mummy. I did not know why I raised my voice and answered your questions with a slightly irritated tone. I really am sorry. I yelled at Haziq a couple of times today. I yelled at him because he asked me to do Roti Telur. I am sorry too dear brother. Dad is not around today. He went out apparently. If not, bertambah lagi dosa aku.

I hope my sorry state is only for today. I do not want to turn into an emo person. It will be disastrous.

Maybe I am bored.
Maybe I am a bit off today.
Maybe a screw get loose in my head
Maybe~
Maybe~

which reminds me of Annie's Maybe.



I changed to black. No, I am not mourning.... probably I am with the sorry state in Malaysia, with all those price hikes, with Pak Lah yang kononnya nak turun tapi tak turun-turun, with so many things, I guess.

I hope tomorrow is all sunshine for me. Who knows tomorrow I might change the template into bright yellow sunshine?






oh wait

i feel like cursing again

bodoh punya blogger aku nak letak gambar kau tak bagi apasal ha?

ehem..
pardon my faulty language.

rumah pangsa is not up to Haziq's standard apparently. An apartment does. No, it seems "apakman" does.

Sleek and Selebet

Salaam Alaik

I followed Dad to his new office today. On the way there,we met Edward,the person who rented the previous office to settle some matters. I saw for the first time in my 18 year old life, a real IPhone. It was damn nice, I tell you. It was sleek with big screen, very thin with a very big 8G of memory . My oh my. He let me played with it for some time. Gila best lah!! IPhone is coming to Malaysia soon. Apple already launched IPhone in Singapore. I can't wait. Even Dad can't wait too after seeing the real thing. Plus it will cost about 199usd which is about rm650+.

Introducing iPhone 3G. With fast 3G wireless technology, GPS mapping, support for enterprise features like Microsoft Exchange, and the new App Store, iPhone 3G puts even more features at your fingertips. And like the original iPhone, it combines three products in one — a revolutionary phone, a widescreen iPod, and a breakthrough Internet device with rich HTML email and a desktop-class web browser. iPhone 3G. It redefines what a mobile phone can do — again.source

So peeps, embrace yourselves. Dont rush yourselves buying a new phone. IPhone is coming to our shores and my oh my I CANT WAIT!!!

On our wayback home, we picked Haziq up from school. How selebet and comot he was. In fact most of the schoolchildren were. I was. with my tudung being beautifully smeared with sambal or kari, and my baju kurung crumpled to a very artful design. I bet most of you were selebet those days too. Please do not try to deny it.

He asked Dad to increase his allowance from rm1.5 to rm2.5 The reason? He is always hungry when school is finished. He needs rm1 for fried rice, rm1 for nuggets and another 50cent for his drinks. He has been justifying this for quite some time and I just hope that Dad won't increase it.

It was only 8.30pm. He slept while eating. He is so like Oga. or rather Oga is like him?

Tata.

What really happened

I am tired.

With so many exams for these two months, I am officially stating that I am really really tired.


But now I am back home. Lazying around. Since Mommy got a new car already, both of us can go "walk-walk eat air". I passed the chance to go for reunion and meeting my friends. I just want to be home. To sleep on my bed. To eat on Mommy's table. To play with Oga. To provoke Haziq until I, myself get mad. To help Mommy (oh how I wish I am rajin enough). To see Dad off to work and welcome him home. To sit in front of the computer and watch any Asian drama, be it korean japanese or taiwanese. To buy SRK's movies and watch it alone. To eat all those chocolates , nut and dates Dad just bought. There are just so many things I wish to do for this only one week break. Lots and lots of things. But I am lazy to do anything. Haih~


Exam months were tiring, yes that was true but there were lots of things happening around me during that time. Alhamdullilah.. a friend of mine converted into Islam about 2 weeks ago. All of us are so happy to receive a new sister. There were mixes of feelings when she told me and my housemates about it. I felt sad and at the same time very happy too. She is a nice person. A very nice person. Even before she became a Muslim, she knew lots of things about Islam. I was very impressed knowing her knowledge about Islam. I never thought such things could happen to my very own friend. My very own classmate. A day after she say the Syahadah, she decided to start wearing tudung.


I was glad. She came by to my apartment complete with long-sleeves t-shirt, tudung that was pinned at the front covering her front side and socks to cover her feet.She came down to Musolla to perform prayers with us. This was the most joyous occasion I ever had this second semester. I hope many of my friends whether Muslim or non-Muslim are granted with Taufik and Hidayah from The Almighty. Insya Allah. May Allah bless us all, Ameen.

Another amusing story, I think is, two of my college students are getting married soon after they graduated from A-level. Last Friday they graduated. I think they are busy getting permission and settling all those marriage thingies. Since both of them are the only Muslims heading to western country, many of us think that is a brilliant decision.

Plus, they had things going on before deciding to get married. So, we think that is fine.We never saw them hold hands and get close, I mean really close to each other, meeting at night in the darkest place, girl sitting on boy's lap or whatsoever that we can see college couples usually been doing. They are somewhat the bersih suci kind of couple. I think nineteen is too young to get married but I think both of them had their reasons and believe that this is the best for both. Seriously, I am impressed with the decision. Yelah, kahwin bukan boleh buat main. Anyhow, I wish both of you the best and insya allah kekal sampai anak cucu.

Peeps, I got a new bedspread which is RED in colour. No ..no .. I am not trying to be another Kak Red in the making. It is just that the colour is nicey nice. Sesuai dengan jiwa dan naluri keperempuanan ku. Keh keh keh. Oh yeah, Mommy and I went for some windowshopping just now. We looked at the wristwatches. One of the watches has the same exact design as my cheapskate 10ringgit watch. Haha. Kelakar kan?

Okie dokie..

Tata all..

p/s: Angah, have you been to the city centre? I am eager Ok..very eager.

Our newest member

Salaam peeps.

I want to introduce to you our newest member in the house.

He is very cute and very much adorable. He accompanies mummy when no one is at home. So, I think he is nice. He plays with Haziq too. He does not require much space to live. His cost of food also not that expensive I think.

But this little guy has a very weird habit...or habits I must say?

He, I noticed , loves to sleep..very much. Be it at night or in the middle of the day. He sleeps anywhere he finds it comfortable. He eats with his eyes closed and lying down comfortably. Sungguh buruk perangai, I tell you.

So here, introducing..

>>>>>>>>>>> OGA!!!!



Haziq wants him to be called "Comot" but the whole house prefers the name Oga. Oga is much cuter, canggih and a lot more bergaya than the old fashioned Comot. Kan?

p/s : nanti when I am not that busy I will do the taggies okies?

It's not too late, isn't it?!

here here

Angah tagged me....long time ago. Since I am very rajin to look back into her archives , so here it goes.

FOUR things need to be invented :

1- A capsule that pops into a house complete with every furniture, household goods with security alarm system ,in case it attracts the perampoks. This helps when we go for holidays. No need to pay for lodgings and security is guaranteed.

2- A phone that upgrades itself. No need to buy a new one then. It saves lots of money.

3- A closet that makes different dresses and sorts everytime you open it. I bet The Sister No 2 will love this, don't you?

4- Doraemon. All my problems are settled if this little guy (note* Doraemon is a male-robot. Doralin is his sister..in case you don't know) is around. I will love him to death and take good care of him. I will not treat him like Nobita does. Muahahaa..

Doreamon. My knight in shining armour.

FOUR things that should have never been invented :

1- Nightclubs

2- Alcohol

3- Cigarettes. It is very annoying when some very inconsiderate smokers smoke whilst I am eating outdoor.

4- Bombs, missiles or any weapons of mass destruction. World Peace*smile and wave* ( I felt like entering a beauty pageant contest. UuUUu..I felt pretty~~ Ngahaha)

THREE things you do not know about me :

1- My likings of Hindustani movies are actually influenced by you. I am going to India to meet Saif Ali Khan and say HI on your behalf, okies?

SRK is old but I like him still.

2- I am getting an iPod soon. very soon. Muahahahaha

3- I read your love letter ONCE. Please don't smack me when you get back home this November.I will not tell anyone the content though I laughed and made faces when reading it. I am truly sorry by the way for trespassing your privacy. It was unintended *song cue : unintended by muse* =D

FIVE snacks I enjoy :

1- Milo pekat. 5- 8 tablespoon of Milo with very small amount of cold or hot water (depends on my mood). My Oh My..yummy-yummylicious. Lots of people do not approve this as they say it is not healthy.

Milo..Milo..I love Milo.

2- Chocs. I've been eating chocolate chips Mummy bought for cakes and cookies.

Chocolate chips are substitutes when I found no chocolates or Milo at all.

3- Sambal yang sedap of any kind.

I am currently over-indulging myself with sambal kentang.

4- Keropok. Since two of my house mates are from Kelantan, keropoks are very easy to get.

Keropok is nice especially the very nipis keropok that sounds krup-krap krup-krap when being munched.

5- Tea. the one without sugar. Heheh.

I do not know since when I like tea.Probably it started when Teh Songket was around or was it when Akak bought Dilmah flavoured tea?.

Why most of the pictures are food? No reason. Those outside the country, you are not jealous, are you? I have no intentions to make you feel so. I just love food. Okeh.. Am done with the taggies. I watched AIM just now for the sake of entertaining myself. I want ManBai to sing Kau Ilhamku. Not Mawi.Not Rahim Maarof. Not Anuar Zain. They spoiled the song. It is funny when they won the awards and said Alhamdulillah. It is just plain weird.

Someone is very agog and eager toying with Photoshop. Congratulations on finding a new hobby. I want to see before and after pictures of yours with pimples. Please do and show it to me, will ya? Then will I only be pleased with your newly-found skill.

I am going back to the college this Monday morning. I am done with hedonistic entertainment at home. Time to get serious and study. As if.

p/s: I want new books. Please get me new books to read!!!

Of all the things I need to say?

Assalamualaikum and Good day to all.

I am currently not in the mood for writing but what the heck. I'll write anyway to loosen up myself. Last Monday, There was an English test. Basically I think it was a preparation for this IELTS. We have to finish up two essays in an hour and we can do it in pencil. Yeay!.Fancy that you know. Because back in school we were forbidden to use pencil . But this IELTS yes we can with one condition. Use only 2B or HB pencils.

i changed the pic.

Mechanical pencil is strictly not allowed. Man, it's really hard. Because, when I am writing I tend to push a lil bit harder causing the pencil to be blunt for a short period of time. So, I guess I'll bring the whole box of pencils. Why don't I just use pen, you think?I am not that confident enough with my writing, you think?I guess so. Pen is nice but when it is with me, writing, it will not be nice.There will be "cakar" here and there all over the paper. If not, the whole lot of paper is full with these saya salah tulis thingies.

I haven't been on friendster for a while and thought of deleting it.But then, I am not strong enough to delete it. Alasan. Haha. I love to have a peek on what's going on with others while criticizing or being in awe with them. So, what I did just now was I went through one of my cousins profile to just urm.. have a look. I am in shock, yes I am. My mouth went a full round "O" and my jaws dropped .Sisters do check on our cousins. I am sure after this we'll gossip nicely about err..that person. Mummy, I know you can find this on your own. So, do keep searching. You are the best in Googling. Haha

This is random but I really need to express this. Why the heck must people use "pew, kew, ak, aq " of all available short forms? I hate it. It is just that when I read the "kew, pew" things, I tend to imagine how your lips will distort and form that not-so-nice shape . It looks weird. Just use "ke instead of kew, pe instead of pew".It is much nicer as I have don't have to imagine things. For your info, my degree of imagination is immense .So, please do not use them if you are messaging me, okeh? Thank you.

Saya takooooot...

Salaam Alaik

and Hello peeps!

It's very hard to post nowadays. With no internet, with no computer , with the big exam is coming up just around the corner, with my seldom going back home, with many other reasons, I find it impossible ,sometimes to write a post.

I have lots to say(or write) sometimes. Many things are bundling up inside my head and I think I just need sometime to loosen them up. But not now. Sometime later.

I just love exams..Muahahaha.. It's keeping me busy and I am looking forward the aftermath of any exams. The hols .. Periksa pon idok laie.Haih~

This Tuesday, 8th April 2008 is the birthday of a very close friend of mine. I hope we are still close friends.

Happy Birthday, dearie.

You are getting one year older. Your Mom and Dad must be very proud of you. Even I am proud you. You are one tough person and I knew that long before. You are very sisterly motherly friendly and I missed your popiah basah with that extra sambal. I hope to meet you soon. with the cupcakes and popiahs. hehe.

May Allah bless you always. Come back to Malaysia and I will give the present. OKie, Lani?

p/s: Pray for my exam. May I excel in this exam. Ameen Ya Rabbal 'Alamin.

Let's go and study!