Tahun baharu atau tahun baru?

salaam alaik and peace be upon everyone

hi and hello

A year comes and a year goes. Right now, I am writing in the year 2008. Weird..because time flies so fast without us realising it, because I think I am still living in the year 2007, because I am getting a year older, because I will be facing numerous tests and exams..

Heh..Being 18..I think, most people are anticipating to reach this age. BUT I DON'T. I don't want to be 18. I hate thinking of reaching the age 18. I want to stick being 17. I don't even mind being a 6 year old. I want to be a 6 year old again and again. Back to the old days when Ayah can still "dukung" me behind his back, when I can do whatever I want, when people sees me as innocent young little girl[hardly getting this nowadays..] Haih~~

For the year 2007, there were so many memories both sweet and bitter. To list them all, I am not in the super rajin mode today..so I don't think I will list them.Muahaha.

I think of doing some resolutions for this new year. There are lots of them but sadly I currently don't know how to put my resolutions of the year into words. They are indescribable. Haha. But what I know is, I really want to be a better person, a better daughter, a better muslimah for this new chapter of my life. May this year is full with blessings from Him. Ameen.

This year, there are two exams I'll face. I need to score both if not i'll be doomed. Saya mahu terbang menerjah awan yang memutih dengan gembira.Doakan saya berjaya dengan cemerlang, gemilang dan terbilang.

p/s: to my dear Muhammad Haziq, though you cried on the second day of school, i am still proud of you, boy! Sarangheayo Adek!!

tahu tak?

tak tahu.

betul tak tahu?

betul saya tak tahu.

apa yang patut saya tahu?

tahu lah benda-benda yang patut diketahui

Oh..tapi mestikah saya tahu?

Ya, mesti.Kalau tak tahu apa-apa, susah hidup nanti.

tahulah..tahulah..


AND THIS IS MY VERSION OF TAHU..OH yes,I love tauhu.

Tauhu or Tofu..the cheese of Asia.

Seriously, I am bored doing this essays for IELTS.Plus, this academic writing.I am writing about happiness.We can achieve happiness if we choose to be happy.I am happy as happy as I can be.I am "happy" thinking I am heading to college tomorrow.I am "happy" to start studying again.I am happy to face textbooks and papers.Oh..How happy I am!!!! I hope tomorrow there will be no IELTS class.

p/s: I realised I wrote quite a lot this December. Tahniah Nawa. You ought to be happy with yourself. and I don't celebrate Christmas.

Thank YOU.

Bila mana kita mula bermain

anyone here loves to play?raise up your hands!

anyone here hates to play?raise up your feets!

well, i assumed everyone loves to play since i see no one is lifting up their feets.including me, you, my sisters(especially the first one.she has 10 lean pretty nice fingers ,thanks to the joy and wonder of playing games), my brother and not to be forgotten my MOM.

Hi ibu.Welcome, Ahlan Wasahlan and Selamat Datang to the world of computer games.

Mom loves the computer.

BUT computer without the internet,for her is nothing. She couldn't do anything with the computer if the internet line is broken down. She will call and lament to Streamyx about her sufferings of her unable to log in into the net.Even those who work to pick up the phone at streamyx hotline knew my mother already.

"Oh,ini Puan Asnah yang selalu telefon tu ya?".This is normal.

Things start to change after a few weeks or should i say a few days, Angah got home.This sister of mine loves to download games.

Diner dash,wedding dash and all that dash-dash..she downloaded and played them all.

One of the games she downloaded into her computer is FARM FRENZY. and yes, Mom plays this most of the time.

If she is not on the net, she'll play this. If she is not chatting, she'll play this. If she's not doing any housework or watching TV or attending Haziq(does he still need to be attended?) or cooking or talking to the phone or sleeping or sms-ing or particularly when she's doing nothing, she'll play this.

This is how the game looks like...

see..that's her name..

This is just the beginning.Mom is way more advanced than this.

Ibu said that she is a "petani berjaya" now.As she has lots of sheeps,chickens, cows,cats and dogs as her helpers and not to forget LOTSA money!!
Mom, now you know how it feels like playing games non-stop.Heheh..

I bet she'll be playing Farm Frenzy this morning.Telling me not to lock my door after subuh.(the computer is inside my room.) Whatever it is, I am proud of my Mom who knows how to use a computer, who knows how to surf the net, who knows how to play computer games, and who knows updates of her children through friendster or blogger. Bangga.. sungguh kami bangga..kan kakak-kakakku?


TAPIKAN IBU....




WALAU MACAM MANA PUN..

I LOVE YOU!!!!

of cupcakes and sushi..

the joy to bake and cook

i hardly know that

my sister does..apparently she loves to cook..bake to be precise.

and here are some of the cupcakes she loves to make

sure they look tempting.but originally they weren't supposed to look like that.modifications were made by me.thank you.

the history of how she's into this baking cupcakes was a bit pitiful and sad.

kan angah kan??

Telopong was invented by her.Never ask me what is the recipe.i know nothing.it is haziq's favourite by far and i simply couldn't understand why he likes it.it is just soup and an egg.

i don't fancy cooking and baking but i do love to make sushi.

and no..its not my specialty.i just love to make them. i like the way my sushi tastes and i need no comments from anyone back home who already ate my sushi of how they tasted like.No one at home likes to eat sushi(apparently those who are living with me back home are my Dad,Mom and Haziq.For some reasons,they don't like to eat these kind of foods.I am and still hugely wondering why Ayah don't as he is the man i knew who is very adventurous in terms of eating,eh?). but clap clap to angah who willingly ate the whole plate of sushi i made before.

sungguh daku terharu~

i was very excited having my new colour pens for it has been a few years since I got a new set.this is the result.CERIA.Red means i really need to concentrate more..Ohoho

the new semester is unusually hectic especially on tuesdays..Can you imagine i have only an hour break.An hour to buy lunch, an hour to pray, an hour to have my nap??

so WE planned to fast on every tuesdays.jimat duit dapat pahala.oh we are sOo nice.

till then,

eid mubarak.

Oh yes,

i succesfully had done the "penyembelihan".though it was only a chicken.a very fat chicken.

and proudly to say

I'm a KILLER!!!

tahahahahahha

this the ayam..yg mati kerana Allah..inna lillah

My first post in December

Dah bulan 12 dah..

I am in the college for five months already and had been living in that Taman Kenanga for the past five months.

Now,I've moved!

It was an extremely tiring day yesterday,moving all the things from the rumah atas bukit to the apartment on the second floor

Terbakar lemak-lemak!!

But thanks to those who've helped.

I had the best sleep last night.because i was extremely exhausted.even my knees were shaking after moving and clearing up the apartment

ta for now~

p/s=ayu..dah buatkan dah..you know what.

japs

Last year,about this month i was offered to go to Japan by Antarabudaya(AFS) Malaysia.It was a student exchange programme.I saw an ad at the Star and i went to here. Dwnloaded all the application forms and sent them.few months later when i was at school, a teacher called me and said that i had to get ready for tomorrow as there was an interview for this AFS.Okay..

I went there.Being interviewed by 2 very nice uncles..more like fathers to me than interviewers..i thought i didn't get it.i dont mind though.then a letter came saying i was being shortlisted to go to Japan.YAY!!Again I had to fill up forms,composing essay,and so on.

when i was on the way home with Ayah from school,he said if we didnt get something we want regardless how the effort we put,we must not give up as there are always something better waiting for us.Then he said it.I got the offer. but it was at the time they were going for their hajj.so problem settled then.they go for their hajj and i go for my afs.NOT..

I had to take care of my little brother.The AFS called again saying that what if they offered me to go to vietnam if iam not mistaken?No..again.as my parents were not coming back yet.SO,tata to the scholarship..tata to japan..tata to vietnam.

I dont mind .although actually there was a small dissapointment in me not being able to go there. I stayed. I took care of my little brother along with my Angah. I learnt a few things at home. It's just that, sometimes we have to sacrifice for our loved ones. We never liked the idea of staying with someone else . So it would be better if the three of us stay together ,doing whatever we want than being stucked at someone else home doing nothing.

well, probably there's a blessing in disguise for me not going to Japan.Who knows?

BUT if i get the chance AGAIN..that will be super nice.

i'm tired of thinking

i read this somewhere on the net..and it really gets me into deep thinking..

your last mortal thought will be, "why did i take so many days - just like today, for granted?"

not that deep..as i'm a bit dizzy and i'm heading to my bed soon..very soon..i must really study hard tomorrow and the following days.and i'll write more and more when i'm in the mood and when the pc is with me.not having a computer with you sometimes is a bless but usually it's a torture.just wait for another year.but now i really need to focus on this one thing.

i can do it..ganbatte nawa!!aja-aja hwaiting!*semangat membara mode*

p/s: i am missing my sisters [if they knew,maka akan kembang semangkuklah mereka]..my sangat jauh friends.where are you guys??bz bz bz bz with exams i know..angah cepat balik..i want you and my bag..