Life is short alright.

Salaam Alaik

Sometimes when I read of how people really stand to what they really believe in, I feel like I am an ignorant who lives in her world caring less for other people. I want to be that person who cares, and stood tall of my opinion, of my faith but I feel that I just failed. I think my life is too important for all those things. I think what I eat today matters more to me. I think too much of my own comfort than those who are more unfortunate than I am.

I feel really selfish at times when I see friends that give their amount of time and hard work for their passion, be it in the work,study or religion wise as I toss the thought away and thinking I have a better life than doing all those stuff. Caring more of what I am feeling,wearing, eating makes me  feel like a loser at times. Seriously.

My time is short. Why do I feel this world is much more important than the other one?

What should I do now?

Bummer bummer bummer.

Salaam Alaik

I am tired at screaming and yelling all day. Not that I am doing anything sporty or any kind of that sort.

Oh well, that is what I do best anyway. 

Time to stuff some food and compensate those calories burnt due to screaming. Yeah, screaming burns some calories. So shut up. 

Ta.

Tipulah tak pernah ponteng kelas.

Salaam Alaik

I thought after going back for Raya, it will trigger the eagerness to learn more. Apparently it did not. Still the mood of lazying around looks far more interesting than those ever so thick book that I don't know when it will be opened and read. Sad isn't it?

And I miss my family so suddenly. and the friends too.

And Facebook does not look that interesting somehow and so is this blog.

And I get moody too often but I come around quickly though.

And I don't really understand what the teacher is saying in class and have to listen REALLY hard to make out what they are saying. or i'll just go and bother my friends next to me.

And Mysore is getting really hot which is a bit weird as we are supposed to be heading to winter. Global warming very much maybe?

OK I am off to class now. Ta.

I am bloated.

Salaam Alaik

Hello peeps. It seems the cows in India are much much larger than the ones back in Malaysia. And most of the cows have these long sharp horns and they are mostly black and white. They like to dig through the garbage from what I noticed. And yeah, they practically rule the road.

This one is HUGE! honestly. 

and it was next to a bank I withdrew my money from.

Anyhoo,

it was nice having a get together with all Malaysians here. We are small in number alright but we get along very well I must say. It's like having a second family when the real ones are so far away from you. 

I am bloated and sleepy and happy and content. Good Night folks.

Rayalah.

Salaam Alaik

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad =(

Having to go back to Mysore makes me feel saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.. This is saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad..

Anyhow,

Have a great Raya everyone. Mine was a blast somehow. It is just a bit sad as Nagela Lohson is not around. Hence the family ain't complete.

Ampun maaf dipinta atas segala kesalahan. Sama ada yang nyata, tak nyata, sengaja atau tak sengaja.Those who sms'ed me,  I am very sorry too for not replying. Calling Nagela Lohson until it went out of credit. Thanks anyway for still remembering me.

Excuse the messiness of Nenek's room and that little boy is Siddiq, my baby cousin. And can you spot the not? teeheehee..