Hello.

“The decision to be positive is not one that disregards or belittles sadness that exists. It is rather a conscious choice to focus on the good and to cultivate happiness, genuine happiness. Happiness is not a limited resource. When we devote our energy and time to trivial matters and choose to stress over things that ultimately are insignificant, from that point, we perpetuate our own sadness and lose sight of the things that really make us happy and rationalize our way out of doing amazing things.” - Christopher Aiff

Need to be happy more and be less stressed over everything. Well, I am a happy camper today. I just hope to continuously be one as many days to come. 

frittata is a fancy name for omelette

I am getting old. My muscles are sore. LOL. That's what you get for running with no proper training. Last time, all I did was walking and finished majestically in the last place. This year, I am determined to run, no need to disclose which place I got but for sure it's better than the last time. Wahaha. Man, I am ashamed if I run with my dad. He runs better and faster and further. Maybe I should take up running but it is just impossible to wake up early and run.  Next year, if there is anything that will involve running, I will make sure to sit out as checkpoint lady.

Medicine is so discouraging nowadays. I am discouraged. I don't know.

I have exam again. I wish I could do something more productive and challenging aside from sitting with a book in front of me. Weather is not helping. Looking forward to go back and see the family. Itupun few months from now, I hope.

New hospital is going to be launched soon. To prove a point when I say this hospital is freaking huge. I got lost the other day trying to explore. on top of that, no cell phone coverage. WTH? Luckily I went with some friends. Anyway, the president is coming. We are not invited since admission with cards only. and no phone no handbag no umbrella is allowed in. Fancy that. But whatever. Monday is holiday. Yippee.

p/s: I read MOfrust's blog, I think though it is sometimes depressing but it can be quite entertaining on a different note. But if you read Pagalavan, he will just leave you depressed and worried. Heh.

Life update. Meh.

September is coming O.O

Anyway this month I was having way too much wedding invitations and birth announcements. Not really shocking or anything. I know that I have reached "that age" but I'm just annoyed because I have passed up way tooo many chances and occasions to be with my friends. One of them already gave birth to a second child. Blergh.

Well, I think I need to update more often but because life here is too dull, there is nothing much I can say. I do update occasionally on Tumblr though but my sister said reblogging moving pictures does not consider as blogging. Whatever ok. Apart from going back home for Eid, in which I did not plan AT ALL.. seriously, I have already prepared myself mentally for celebrating Eid here.. but my family did not believe me and insisted that I will somehow in the eve of Raya will miraculously be on the flight home.I guess their prayers were answered. Thank you so much JSS for the 5 day holidays. We performed eid prayers in KLIA like some expats who didn't have any kampung to go back to.Then we headed to KL. My nenek stays in KL. So much for balik kampung. And I gobbled up so many food. Yeah, home is a happy place. Good food, good company, good atmosphere.

I am done with internals and recently my surgery end posting exam. My unit teachers are all darlings. I mean only two of them but enough to compensate the other two very very much. Coincidentally their names literally mean honey. *cough*cough* But I am just glad another posting is coming. God, how to stand 3 months + in the same posting? Surgery was OK but for now, I think I have enough of ulcers, varicose veins and hernia to look forward to. Somehow I am dreading to enter my final term as a final year student. Miserable ok bila cikgu tanya tak boleh jawab pura-pura pandang siling, pandang lantai. HAHAH

Rupee has gone down again. Time for shopping. Weeeee

obligatory family free style shot without baju raya tho and too masam since the day was hot and dad insisted on having a garden view. few greens here and there is considered as garden in dad's dictionary. 

hobbitsesss

1. Galadriel: Mithrandir... Why the hafling? 

1. Gandalf: Saruman believes it is only great power that can hold evil in check, but that is not what I have found. I found it is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love. Why Bilbo Baggins? I don't know. Perhaps because I am afraid, and he gives me courage.

In other words, the shorties give other people courage with kindness and love. Bahahahahaha.

Here comes another anticipated monday.

Ramadhannnnnnnnnnnnnn

Ramadhannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
*and syawal* eh eh.


is a lot easier this year because it is rainy season. The only thing I don't like is having classes on Saturday evenings which means no long evening naps..no more. no more.

Have a blessed month ebribadeh.

Still breathing.

Hi Hi..

I am still, well.. alive and kicking. Barely a month coming back from home but I am missing my family terribly. What's more with no holidays this month and the following month seem to suffocate most of us.. me at the very least.. I am in Medicine posting right now. So, I am only seeing old patients most of the time. Lovely old cooperative patients are nice to be with and I can't help it but to say thanks at the end when they are being super nice to us, the students.. by understanding the predicament we are in. Ye lah. We are not pros. Books are always our companions during postings. Memang la pacik macik takkan percaya us to handle them. Lols.

That is all. Thank you.

Bye-bye

I like my bed

Nearing the end of May

Man on Man.

I think I need my daily affirmation too.